Monday Jan 24, 2005

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I'm so sick of the drama. I can't just like anyone. It's has be a fucking gong show. I got over him so long ago. I moved on. Stop telling me how I feel. I don't care who he's fucking now. I don't care. You know how many times a week I fall in love. INFINITE BILLION. He can fuck, date, molest WHOEVER he wants. I hate people telling me how to feel.

You know how I feel? Incredibly happy. It's like people WANT me to be sad and depressed and mopey.


I miss you so much Jay. I wish you weren't 33. And I wished we worked together more.
awen:
Hehe.. me a Suicide grrl....you're the babe in this town honey...! wink Wow, you sound alot like me when I wuz young and in love with everyone, and dizzy with a million thoughts and feelings...I've found lately it all melds together in a strange numbness, maybe it's me becoming complacent.....Im glad your happy, go with happy...cuz then we can all catch it from ya biggrin Ignore what people say, and follow your heart (unless they're, older and wiser, then ponder their words as they may be helpful)
Hey did you see the moon today, all day it was amazin!
Look at me babble, sorry, Im tired, first symptom...have fun at school (what r u taking?))
Oh, and about 7 years form now 15 years apart isn't so far anymore blush
laters beautiful! kiss
paleenchantress:
when are you going to become an sg ?? love

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