I wake myself up hacking.
And can't get back to sleep.
It's 6 in the morning.
In 24 hours I'm getting up to go to work.
EDIT:
It's very hard to live with someone you absolutely cannot stand, and even harder when they don't quite grasp it. No matter how many times I tell my father not to speak to me, he doesn't quite get it. I don't want to hear anything he has to say. If I never saw him again for the rest of my life, that would be fine. He's done little for me other than shoot some sperm into my mother to bring me into existence. And even that he regrets, or so I've been told numerous times. I don't honestly think I can make it two more years.
Maybe it's time to drop out of school and run away to Europe. I've always wanted to.
It's so horrible but I really wish Adam hadn't decided to go back to school. It's so selfish and horrible, but I would love to be able to move out with him now. And it'd be for more than just the fact of moving out, I'm not using him. I'd love to come home to him everyday, go to sleep with him, make him breakfast everymorning. I hate Lethbridge. Fuck you Lethbridge you ruined everything.
And can't get back to sleep.
It's 6 in the morning.
In 24 hours I'm getting up to go to work.
EDIT:
It's very hard to live with someone you absolutely cannot stand, and even harder when they don't quite grasp it. No matter how many times I tell my father not to speak to me, he doesn't quite get it. I don't want to hear anything he has to say. If I never saw him again for the rest of my life, that would be fine. He's done little for me other than shoot some sperm into my mother to bring me into existence. And even that he regrets, or so I've been told numerous times. I don't honestly think I can make it two more years.
Maybe it's time to drop out of school and run away to Europe. I've always wanted to.
It's so horrible but I really wish Adam hadn't decided to go back to school. It's so selfish and horrible, but I would love to be able to move out with him now. And it'd be for more than just the fact of moving out, I'm not using him. I'd love to come home to him everyday, go to sleep with him, make him breakfast everymorning. I hate Lethbridge. Fuck you Lethbridge you ruined everything.