Demonika's fashion show!
YAY!
I really want to do it,butI have to discuss with Adam when his vacation is going to be. I'm taking a class June 7-30, so I'm hoping his vacation is May 22nd - June 4th.
Then I can do Demonika's show, and still be taken on vacation and pampered, and still take my class.
Summer shouldn't be this stressful haahah.
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YAY!
I really want to do it,butI have to discuss with Adam when his vacation is going to be. I'm taking a class June 7-30, so I'm hoping his vacation is May 22nd - June 4th.
Then I can do Demonika's show, and still be taken on vacation and pampered, and still take my class.
Summer shouldn't be this stressful haahah.
I...
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I'd rather cry every time I feel someone else's heart break, tear up when someone else cries on TV, and be "weak" than be strong and have to live with myself. Because what you call strength I call a lack of compassion. I call ignorance. I call detachment from yourself and the people around you. I call it disgusting.
Just because I have too much...
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Just because I have too much...
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Viva la Humanity! 
We didn't go get pierced.
That's okay.
We were big cinnamon buns under the blankets.
And it was great.
That's okay.
We were big cinnamon buns under the blankets.
And it was great.
ADAM GETS PIERCED TODAY!!!!!
But I am torn about whether I want to go out.
Or spend a nice day curled up in bed with him.
If we go out he gets PIERCED!!! and I can buy some MAC.
I think I might also buy all of the ingredients for Casears if I go out. Then we can have a wamr evening drinking Caesars! YAY!...
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But I am torn about whether I want to go out.
Or spend a nice day curled up in bed with him.
If we go out he gets PIERCED!!! and I can buy some MAC.
I think I might also buy all of the ingredients for Casears if I go out. Then we can have a wamr evening drinking Caesars! YAY!...
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It sounds like a pretty awesome day you have planned. Don't have too much fun. 
I'm seriously considering becoming asexual or a lesbian (in the sense I ignore my hetero-size. I'm fully aware you can't just become a lesbian hah!).
This is nothing Adam did. I think Adam is the only reason I haven't done this yet.
Yes I'm having an anti-man day. Not surprising, most days are! Raping 11 month olds, buying 12 year old boys bodies, having sex-tourism...
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This is nothing Adam did. I think Adam is the only reason I haven't done this yet.
Yes I'm having an anti-man day. Not surprising, most days are! Raping 11 month olds, buying 12 year old boys bodies, having sex-tourism...
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What, singing bad music is the best thing ever.
"Jeremeah was bullfrog, was a good friend of mine, I never understood a single word he said, but I helped him drink his wine. And he always had some mighty fine wine."
"Walking in a winter wonderland"
Christmas songs during July rock.
You can bitch about the male race, I know we suck. Me included.
"Billy Jean's not my lover, she just girl who thinks that I am the one, but the kid is not my son"
Have a great singing.
"Jeremeah was bullfrog, was a good friend of mine, I never understood a single word he said, but I helped him drink his wine. And he always had some mighty fine wine."
"Walking in a winter wonderland"
Christmas songs during July rock.
You can bitch about the male race, I know we suck. Me included.
"Billy Jean's not my lover, she just girl who thinks that I am the one, but the kid is not my son"
Have a great singing.
There's this guy on American Idol.
And he sang Wanted Dead or Alive.
And I creamed in my panties.
And he sang Wanted Dead or Alive.
And I creamed in my panties.
Ipod=beautiful.
galla38:
so how much does it hold?
I suppose its normal to be almost 20 and wanting to get far far away from your parents.
I don't know what's up with my mother lately, but she's been an absolute cunt.
All she does is complain about everything. You reccomend a way to make it a little better, like say she should go back to school and find what she really loves, because...
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I don't know what's up with my mother lately, but she's been an absolute cunt.
All she does is complain about everything. You reccomend a way to make it a little better, like say she should go back to school and find what she really loves, because...
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Don't say you will never make a difference. You will always make a difference to somebody. If not your mom then someone else.
Why even try to make a difference? Because it might. If there was a slim chance of me making this world better by doing something and no better by doing nothing, I will always take the risk of making the world better.
Never give up on your dreams. They will come true if you choose them to be true. Make plans for your dreams to be fulfilled.
Sorry for the rant.
Why even try to make a difference? Because it might. If there was a slim chance of me making this world better by doing something and no better by doing nothing, I will always take the risk of making the world better.
Never give up on your dreams. They will come true if you choose them to be true. Make plans for your dreams to be fulfilled.
Sorry for the rant.
*dances*
*dances*
ADAM GOT ME A FREAKIN' BLACK IPOD NANO! YAY! AND AWESOME CHOCOLATE FROM PURDY'S. THEN HE TOOK ME TO MOXIES. THEN WE HAD AN AWESOME EVENING IN BED. THEN ROOM SERVICE. THEN LUNCH. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!
IPOD!!!!
IPOD!!!
I love my boy. He's so freakin' awesome! He makes me feel all happy and good.
God this sounds like he bought my love.
Hah!
*dances*
ADAM GOT ME A FREAKIN' BLACK IPOD NANO! YAY! AND AWESOME CHOCOLATE FROM PURDY'S. THEN HE TOOK ME TO MOXIES. THEN WE HAD AN AWESOME EVENING IN BED. THEN ROOM SERVICE. THEN LUNCH. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!
IPOD!!!!
IPOD!!!
I love my boy. He's so freakin' awesome! He makes me feel all happy and good.
God this sounds like he bought my love.
Hah!
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I thought apple was able to package love, and they were called iPods.... but I could totally be wrong about that.
That is freakin' awesome.
That is freakin' awesome.
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Don't hurt yourself with all the hyperactivity. 
Excellent Valentine's Day.
Dinner. Sex. Breakfast. Lunch.
Yessssssss.
I'm so lethargic.
I've managed to go 36 hours without seeing my shithead brother. Which is pretty good considering we live in the same place.
Dinner. Sex. Breakfast. Lunch.
Yessssssss.
I'm so lethargic.
I've managed to go 36 hours without seeing my shithead brother. Which is pretty good considering we live in the same place.
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Are you sure you didn't kill your brother in your sleep or something...
Have a great day today.

Have a great day today.
abortion:
Same here but i pissed my brother off and now he's avoiding me
We came up with a plan.
Adam and I are going to buy a cheap condo together.
I will live in it during school.
He will live in it during the summer and weekends and such things.
I hope this is a good plan.
I found condos for 89,000-100,000. I think with both of us working we should make it work.
God I hope we...
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Adam and I are going to buy a cheap condo together.
I will live in it during school.
He will live in it during the summer and weekends and such things.
I hope this is a good plan.
I found condos for 89,000-100,000. I think with both of us working we should make it work.
God I hope we...
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He woke me up at 7. Because he wanted. And IIIIIIII got in shit for screaming at him.
Maybe next time I should bend over for him?
Or make him breakfast?
I can't do it anymore. I don't think I'm better than him. But I definately think I should get preference over him since I work my ass off and don't get enough sleep. I...
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Maybe next time I should bend over for him?
Or make him breakfast?
I can't do it anymore. I don't think I'm better than him. But I definately think I should get preference over him since I work my ass off and don't get enough sleep. I...
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galla38:
you should not forgive someone to make them feel better
forgive people to make you feel better
that way you canget rid of your anger and bitterness and feel better.
forgive people to make you feel better
that way you canget rid of your anger and bitterness and feel better.
galla38:
the other part of the forgivness thing is you have to find a way to stop it from happening and not just keep going back to the same old problems. yuo have tp find a way to take charge of the relationship so it is more on your terms.
no good being a pushover.
with me, while i have forgiven my dad, i also do not spend a lot of time with him. He is not gong to change so i just don't give him a chance to go back to old ways.
it really helped me when i realized he was a flawed person with his own baggage from how he was rasied ect.
no good being a pushover.
with me, while i have forgiven my dad, i also do not spend a lot of time with him. He is not gong to change so i just don't give him a chance to go back to old ways.
it really helped me when i realized he was a flawed person with his own baggage from how he was rasied ect.
Hopefully nobody will get hurt this time.
Wow, your summer is building up to be pretty kick ass.