Once again i find myself in one of the lowest points of my life. I stayed the whole day in bed,doors closed, didn't go to see my psychiatrist, eating little to nothing, crying over absolutely nothing. There's this idea in my head that if i left that room i would have to the bigness of the world, so i stayed iny safe zone where i coud be small without being at the same time afraid of being crashed. I felt like dying at some point, just wanted to close my eyes and let go. I'm at the edge of the cliff, barely hanging, the breeze coming up from the void. I feel surreal, life is layers of fiction constructed to feel 4D. And i'm lost in between those universes.
Lets stop this ridiculous rambling...basically... I'm sad. So,i will be quite absent... Anyways...take care
Love
Femen
