So... Yeah, i don't really know how many are aware about my mental condition, but for the last month or more I've been very unstable, ups and downs non stop. I've been talking with my therapist about being committed into the hospital. But as i said, one day i can survive, the next i feel that air is led. Wednesday i had a big af breakdown, crying like a crazy baby around the house,hurting my self, holding ice cubes. I really don't know what will happen to me in the near future; i could suddenly disappear and that would be because i was hospitalized... I have sets i am really watching forward for you to see and some new recruits to present.
Please, if i ever stop posting, beunderstanding . I really love Suicidegirls and hanging around with all of you here. If i left i woulf definitely miss you a lot.
Lots of love & hugs
Femen
