I did not start 2016 as i expected, in fact, i was so asleep i couldn't even care for the change in year or that it was my dad's birthday. Just today i woke up from all those pills i overdosed on. I know this is not a very merry blog and probably you don't want to hear about my problems, but anyways... my new year's resolutions begin thus:
1. i hope to get better, i really hope i can learn to control my emotions and not let everything hurt me so much. To achieve that, i plan on starting some DBT.
2. learn as much as i can as a Proffesional Make up artist
3. learning to love without fear of loosing.
4. no more cutting, no more overdosing, no more shitty behaviours that put me and my loved ones at risk.
5. help as much as i can, being empathic without letting that kill me.
I hope you are all doing great; know here's someone who cares a lot for you. You are not alone and things do get better,
@missy and @rambo thanks a lot for the space.
