feltonjoe

WOW just got off the phone with someone I know who jot out of jail after 7 or so months. his crime was that he wanted everyone to like him and in trying to do so, let his drug habit take over- the first thing i said to him was that the past is the past, I dont want to hear any details, its all over now and if there were anything he needed- just as including a place to crash

now, i hope he doesnt need that particular scenario very soon. you see the couch is already taken by an SG member who was in a bad way and just needed a bit of peace. I do have another bedroom here but its taken by my room mate who i met through a gal i met in an AOL chat room. Bob (later to be known as "tropical bob" thats a hell of a story just ask) . Bob was living in his van outside of a very shitty place and so i told him he could come.

my woman is the strong type. she is sexy as all hell and she knows it. she isnt a petite gal. but her deep blue eyes and text book example hour glass figure along whit the 44DDD's (which she is proud as all hell of) kinda have given her a bit of an attitude. thats cool though becasue I just love watchin all the men in the room react to her presance. her name is Teri.(ask about the hot wax and penn knife story)

Terri, started telling me about a year ago now "Joe you collect all the miss-fits"
it wasnt until last week that when she said that again, I said "honey what does that make you?" she didnt like that much lol but thats alright. i have given her the longest leash of any girl friend i have ever had. and thanks to the last 7 years in the same AOL chat room. there have been too damn many. I encourage her to "flirt" with other guys, because- i love to flit too (by flirting i mean flirting, not hitting on). as well- she has many many male friends which include a few ex's whom she e-mails or IMs with. doesnt bother me a bit. I have never seen one of her conversations, dont wanna see one. dont care. Im sure that at some point she must have had sex chats with other guys or whatever. we are both kinda sexual creatures and if i have been a crabby son of a bitch for like a few weeks in a row which might have made her pissed and feeling rejected. then hey, get online and get all worked up- relieve the stress and move on no biggy. infact. Ive always known that if by whatever circumstance she had a sexual fuck-up. that just doesnt bother me either as long as it was just a drunken moment or some such thing the only cheeting that would hurt me would be if she took time away from us and fantasized with him about how life for them would be so much better then with me. (am I the only one in the world who thinks this way?)

ok- enough for now, tomorrow i think. how i view the who sex with a friend V.S friends with benifits thing.


now.......... Q's O The D!!!


1) how long can you hold a grudge on average and please state if the words "like to hold a grudge" are apropriate

2) in terms of sales men, what is the diference between the highest in gross sales. and the most effective?

3) define the word "perception" in your own terms

4) how much would you give up for "the perfect" love?

and oh- i damn near forgot- i havent done a full shoot in almost a month. DAMN im jonzin!!!!!!! who needs a new set?