Will not be renewing next year. 'Tis all.
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So cold/flu stricken. Even the bones in my toes are achey. And I can't keep a thing down. This includes grilled cheese and crackers. But that isn't a flu symptom I don't think, but more a gag reflex problem. I thought I had that shit under control. Turns out not at all. Solutions? Advice? Doctor and/or hospital tomorrow if things aren't better. Oh but I'm...
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mizoo:
<33 Hope you feel better. Lane makes a good mom, no?
<33 Hope you feel better. Lane makes a good mom, no?
vedere:
Hope you get better soon x
Hope you get better soon xi'll have a computer tonight. find me. or don't. whatevs.
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obijonk:
i keep missing you x
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kus:
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sooo i'm having a party at my house this friday. come. costumes mandatory. alcohol provided. all i ask is that you bring me a blunt, or a kiss (with tongue).
going to cahoots tonight. drinks on meeee. but only if you're drinking bourbon. i won't pay for any lesser liquors.
party at zanzabar this saturday. djs. shitshow. come
party next friday. warehouse. costumes. prince terrence....
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going to cahoots tonight. drinks on meeee. but only if you're drinking bourbon. i won't pay for any lesser liquors.
party at zanzabar this saturday. djs. shitshow. come
party next friday. warehouse. costumes. prince terrence....
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obijonk:
im glad you're going on well my doll 
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cmdunc2:
I'M THERE!
I might be dressed like this or this 
or even this 
I might be dressed like this
or this or even this Today is a great day. I'm doing everything in my power to have a happy day off. So far I've finished laundry, had a huge glass of delicious iced tea, and now I'm waiting to go have a lunch of warm breadsticks and ice cold Schlafly's Pumpkin Ale at Za's while sitting outside and people/weather watching. In an effort to give some of my abundant...
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themongrel:
So great! Thanks for sharing, Ab!
dude, fuck some endless shrimp, really. although that teriyaki shrimp is too delicious.
Also, 4 8 15 16 23 32. Just sayin.
Also, 4 8 15 16 23 32. Just sayin.
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matter:
OI YOUR ONLINE
expo:
I love Shrimp, we call em prawns though
this is why i love lady gaga. the only reason why. this interview right here.
this has been helping me through the day.
cleaning the house.
this has been helping me through the day.
cleaning the house.
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camshaft:
Are you saying you share her criteria for what you look for in a man? If so, I guess I will have to give up now.. 
merritt:
I'd do her if she cut off her leg. Stumpy sex FTW.
so i'm officially single once and for all. there's no going back from this. back to my parents. back to being more lonely than i've ever been. i mean things have been bad for me lately but, and there's no way to say this without sounding ridiculous or quoting a band name, i'm at a new all time low. i plan on laying in bed...
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swbdog:
Sorry to hear the news, Awake. But, as someone who has been in situations where I had to "hide" things before, I can tell you that you will look back later and be glad to be out of that situation. If someone truly loves you for who you are, you should never have to hide anything. And that's not just a platitude. When you find someone with whom you can be completely open and honest about everything, even the stuff you think you would need to hide from almost everybody will be just fine with them, and you will feel free and content in your relationship.
The key to getting past hiding stuff, however, is to be truly comfortable with yourself, your decisions, and your situation. If you are, you will feel no compulsion to hide any of it. If not, then you will either need to change something, or wait until you get comfortable with the totality of your life circumstances, before you will be able to open up to somebody else and just put it all out there.
Just my $0.02. Hope all works out well for you.
Best,
SWBdog
The key to getting past hiding stuff, however, is to be truly comfortable with yourself, your decisions, and your situation. If you are, you will feel no compulsion to hide any of it. If not, then you will either need to change something, or wait until you get comfortable with the totality of your life circumstances, before you will be able to open up to somebody else and just put it all out there.
Just my $0.02. Hope all works out well for you.
Best,
SWBdog
darkwest:
I am sorry for a bad relationship u had and hopefully you make a full recovery and look forward and feel better around family and friends who appreciate you and love take care
DW <33
DW <33
Going to see one of my best friend's undergrad college recital today. She went to University of Michigan and graduated with her BM this past semester. Supposedly, my high school orchestra teacher will be there, Mr. Lawless. I'm nervous as fuck. I don't have much of an update for these people. This is either going to spark my interest in playing music again and make...
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swbdog:
Belated good luck. I sincerely hope you had a good day. But. . .
Don't sweat what other people think of you. All that matters is whether you are happy and comfortable with your own choices for your own reasons. If you are, great! Then don't worry about what other people think. If not, then change stuff until you are. But don't change your life to try to make someone else happy, and don't worry what others may or may not think of you. The people with whom you want to surround yourself in life won't judge you no matter what choices you make. They will just be happy for you when you are happy, and they will love you unconditionally even when you are not happy or screw something up. You're young enough that this may not be apparent to you yet -- it certainly wasn't to me at your age -- but trust me, you'll get to a point in life when you realize you're just fine the way you are, and always have been fine, too, btw. So don't sweat it.
That said, fwiw, I'd encourage you to stay involved with music in some way. I played cello for 15 years, but after college pretty much stopped playing. I wish now that I hadn't. Music was a big part of my life that I just sort of turned my back on when I started working, and I realize now that was a big mistake. I've just started getting back into it again via new instruments (learning guitar, at present), but I have gone from being principal cellist of a respectable regional orchestra to being some dork who is trying to teach himself guitar in his family room. And 18 years of not playing (don't do the math, it just makes me sound old), a few things that used to be instinctive now require actual concentration and practice. Oh, and those finger-tip callouses -- yeah, you know the ones I mean -- I have been "sorely" missing those lately. :-)
Cheers,
SWBdog
Don't sweat what other people think of you. All that matters is whether you are happy and comfortable with your own choices for your own reasons. If you are, great! Then don't worry about what other people think. If not, then change stuff until you are. But don't change your life to try to make someone else happy, and don't worry what others may or may not think of you. The people with whom you want to surround yourself in life won't judge you no matter what choices you make. They will just be happy for you when you are happy, and they will love you unconditionally even when you are not happy or screw something up. You're young enough that this may not be apparent to you yet -- it certainly wasn't to me at your age -- but trust me, you'll get to a point in life when you realize you're just fine the way you are, and always have been fine, too, btw. So don't sweat it.
That said, fwiw, I'd encourage you to stay involved with music in some way. I played cello for 15 years, but after college pretty much stopped playing. I wish now that I hadn't. Music was a big part of my life that I just sort of turned my back on when I started working, and I realize now that was a big mistake. I've just started getting back into it again via new instruments (learning guitar, at present), but I have gone from being principal cellist of a respectable regional orchestra to being some dork who is trying to teach himself guitar in his family room. And 18 years of not playing (don't do the math, it just makes me sound old), a few things that used to be instinctive now require actual concentration and practice. Oh, and those finger-tip callouses -- yeah, you know the ones I mean -- I have been "sorely" missing those lately. :-)
Cheers,
SWBdog
obijonk:
hope it went welll sweetypie x
Here's a blog dedicated to chat:
Everyday I love you less and less.
Everyday I love you less and less.
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jennrose:
*hugs*
renshai:
You are missed
I'm gonna miss my only excuse to head into chat though. Wanna be penpals?