fellinibird

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Maya Angelou

so i just checked my work schedule and it's pretty much the best i could possibly hope for, my dream schedule if you will...

tonight i close dinner. sweet. $100-150
tomorrow i work a double which if i have the energy will just mean me working both shifts straight through. $200??

tuesday i close lunch. and i WILL make my rent! i will not leave...
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another semi-sad one for you. sorrryyyy

super cold. always. still sick, nauseated mostly (the most fun part!). dehydrated. but still working a double. so hard. i just feel so weak. mundane tasks are becoming difficult. don't have the time to let my body recover. it can wait til after the first.

in the mean time could one of you just warm up my hands?

i cannot tell you how excited i am for this day. it might very well be the best day of my life. and it only involves friends and no love conquests. which is huge for me.

first i will meet lanemeyer for za at papalinos. never been there. supposed to be delicious.

then i will go get my haircut by my great creative friend Dino....
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don't have to tell me twice.

and don't ever tell me i look tired. it's just a nice way of telling me how shitty i look.

avoiding real friends so i can come be in chat. fuck that noise.

ok so here's the deal. someone else is using my account. clearly. as i'm not in Florida, nor have i been in several years. also, i'd never use that as my profile picture.

what had happened was, a person that i thought was my friend on here offered to reactivate my account for me, they are the only person who had any access to my...
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WHY WOULD YOU DELETE MY GOING AWAY BLOG YOU FUCKING BASTARD(S). GET A LIFE. I'LL PAY FOR MY OWN ACCOUNT, UNDO WHATEVER REACTIVATION YOU DID.

just buy a new account though, right? that'd be the logical thing to do, rather than hack someone else's with all their personal info and friends and blogs and shit.

soooo WEIRD. amirite????

Ok kids, this is it, I don't have a working computer. My relationship is totally done. I need to focus on being around people and not being alone. So I'm still set on letting this account go. At least for awhile. I will accept gift renewals, but I don't expect them at all. I'll be off the site by April.

With that being said, leave...
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So you know how I was in chat earlier saying I was gonna go to a chili party with my family. Well while we're parking my parents tell me that they put the first dog I ever had down today. Then when we get in the door I break into tears in a room full of strangers, uppity strangers no less. While we're eating my...
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