fellinibird

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
you're cool
fuck you
you're cool
and fuck the rest.

that's my dream scenario for walking into almost everywhere in louisville at the moment. either i've burned too many bridges or i need to skip town for awhile or SOMETHIN.

things just aren't going according to plan. it's all just out of my reach. someone lend me some motivation. too bad it doesn't work that way. maybe someday it will start to sink in that you attract to you what you put out. and that has many meanings.


i think i'm just gonna grind it out at work until i leave thursday. i'm not texting or hanging out with anyone. recluse for a week. which reminds me i need to file my taxes.

i miss my best friend. i miss having someone in my life that i can call up on a daily basis to hang out with. i think that's a major portion of why i've been in a funk for so long. i don't feel like there's a single person i can talk to daily that understands me very well. i can call my best friend but it's not the same.

oh also i had an earring stab into my foot last night and then i decided it would be a good idea to wear stilettos. as you can imagine i was super correct in my judgement there.

/whining for the day. SRY.