fellinibird

i want to remember how to be creative and expressive.

i want to go back to when i was such a freak/nerd/loser that it didn't matter if anyone approved of me because few did anyway.

i want to feel like i've done something original in any area of my life. i'm tired of just regurgitating the same shit to every new person i meet. i need to try something new.

there are sometimes when i get sad about my accident. those times are getting to be fewer and farer between. and then there are times when i feel like i have a new lease on life. it's an official new year for me. i just hope i can find the motivation within myself to do this one differently. make me proud of me again.