so i'm officially single once and for all. there's no going back from this. back to my parents. back to being more lonely than i've ever been. i mean things have been bad for me lately but, and there's no way to say this without sounding ridiculous or quoting a band name, i'm at a new all time low. i plan on laying in bed for the next week. maybe i'll just waste away. i'll just keep fucking my life up until it's beyond repair. i feel nothing at this point i'm numb.
it was a combination of me hiding things so i could maintain what i thought was a reasonable amount of freedom, me unlocking my phone and showing texts (mostly from SG members), and a stupd exchange of numbers last night. i don't think it warrants a break up, but he claims he'll never be able to trust me. the end.
it was a combination of me hiding things so i could maintain what i thought was a reasonable amount of freedom, me unlocking my phone and showing texts (mostly from SG members), and a stupd exchange of numbers last night. i don't think it warrants a break up, but he claims he'll never be able to trust me. the end.
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The key to getting past hiding stuff, however, is to be truly comfortable with yourself, your decisions, and your situation. If you are, you will feel no compulsion to hide any of it. If not, then you will either need to change something, or wait until you get comfortable with the totality of your life circumstances, before you will be able to open up to somebody else and just put it all out there.
Just my $0.02. Hope all works out well for you.
Best,
SWBdog
DW <33