fellinibird

I really feel like posting song lyrics. But I won't be that person. I have your birthday present, your Christmas present, I even bought you something for Valentine's Day. What am I to do with all this? Give it to the next heart breaker that waltzes into my life?

Here's the thing: my life is just too incredible for words sometimes. This past week has been just incredible. Christmas brought a whole new magic back to my life, it made me realize that not everything has lost its sparkle and shine and that sometimes things do happen for a reason.

But more than all that vague bullshit, I've been able to hang out with...
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Mmmmm I really don't want to go to Owensboro today.

On the plus side, I'll get Gorgeous today.

More of an update later. Love you all.

Shit is crazy. My best friend from college is in town and will be here until Monday. My ex is back in town for three weeks and wants to see me tonight. I am obligated to go to a party every night this weekend. A holiday party, a graduation party, and basically a high school reunion sleepover. I don't get paid again until the 23rd...
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50 cent PBRs + Gretch + Jess + Bebe + Sammygirl + the most beautiful boy to walk the face of this earth = the night ahead of me. This is what we call, OTP. Also I will be singing this...KARAOKE style, by...MYSELF!!

This video really freaks me out, p.s.


EDIT: The PBRs were $1, it was fucking COLD, a bunch of guys were being...
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I'm slightly obsessed with this song.


So what's new? Well I've finally decided to just turn over a new leaf as far as my life is concerned. Here's what I'm doing:

Limiting myself to drinking only on Thursdays and Fridays (and Saturdays on a rare occasion). Hey, I have to start somewhere.

The only thing I'm going to allow myself to purchase is music (one...
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He has fucking ruined every good part of me. I wasted my ability to love and trust on him. Why did I ever let myself trust him?

Since I am.

Was a name given to me by the only other person in the world who has ever heard me rhyme. Was supposed to be her stage name but she gifted it to me after liking what she heard.

Things are still hard. I'm the sad girl at the bar. My mother told me today they must have written the song "Sad Eyes"...
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i really hate my blogs. i also hate that my computer is fried. if you've been missing me from your online life at all, that's why. it has a virus called extra antivir. spybot didn't work, neither did avast. sooo i can either pay $60 to remove it and hope all is well, save and get a computer, or just be without a computer for...
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i'm not going to give up. it's much more complicated than that. video blogs to come soon. my fingers are tired.

thanks to everyone for their concern, i know my actions have been worrying as of late.

someday i'll get back to where i belong. x x