having boobs so totally makes up for having a vagina, just sayin.
so last night was really fun. i'm almost certain anyone from louisville i would have wanted to see/dance with was out and at that club. when i was flipping the light switch in my bedroom i saw my camera that i just recently found the charger for and i thought hmmm...should i? but... Read More
Back on the roof for more cigarette action. You have to contort your body to fit through a tiny hole that you have to stand on a chair to even reach, unless you happen to be 6'3", but if you can do that and come see the stars with me you'd be my new best friend. I tend to find that atop suburban roofs is... Read More
just make me happy and listen to this all the way through. try not to cry. if you listen to every word and watch his every move, you should. i was in tears at Lollapalooza and that wasn't because of their performance because i was REALLY far away, it was because I'd watched this video so many times and recalled the way he looked.
Just erased an "i'm deleting my account" blog post. because really, what's the point?
Didn't get my hair cut. Why? Because I just can't afford it. Shitty shitty life. Yet I'm expected to be able to go out and just kill it in an interview tomorrow. Some one teach me how to pump myself up.
Fuck everything. I feel really numb for the first time.... Read More
i don't know if i'm one of the mystery three or not, but either way, you know how to get ahold of me if you need to talk as always.
And trust me, the last several months, i've come very close to posting pretty much the exact same blog as you, i know pretty much exactly how you feel, but things will hopefully get better.
For all ladies out there who are unsure of their bodies, reading this may just be the proof you need to relax and love yourself the way you are. From a silly article, but reassuring all the same...
I feel like my plan for the next year has changed every day for the past seven days. This proves to be very stressful. I think we've settled on a plan now. Sorry that all sounds cryptic but when another person's history and story is involved you can't just reveal details freely.
I realized I would turn my audio on more, because strangely I've been... Read More
did some summer cleaning around the ol' profile. suckas.
love is good. i like love.
toothpaste on eyelids as a prank is about the lamest thing i've ever heard.
fuck yes pinback in louisville. been listening to them for years, heard good things about the live show. i even have their damn sticker on my car. in fact they are the only band, but that's... Read More
sometimes i think all the fucking amazing things that i've found myself a part of are all flukes. i can only think of 3 things so this is plausible. i hope you are not a fluke.
The NYC craigslist scares me to death. And just thinking of moving to Brooklyn is almost giving me a panic attack.
AHHHH why did I agree to this? I'm already behind schedule to save for an apartment that's going to cost at least $1200/mo. Yes, I'm stupid for not checking this out in advance. Can I make this happen??
if you're already trying to save for an apartment that costs that much, how are you going to keep paying rent once you get out there? that's quite frankly insane. Maybe i just can't quite relate because i'm frankly stuck here for the indefinite future because i own a house, and the recording studio i work at is here and i don't have enough real experience or training to try to move somewhere else and get a similar job. That, and currently, my only marketable skill is being a pizza delivery driver, so yeah, i pretty much suck all around, nevermind...
