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Another week, another update. But I have done nothing really of note. How lame!

All right.. it's a few hours later, I should be asleep, and NOW my brain kicks in and starts churning. STUPID BRAIN!

I wish I was more artistically inclined. I wish I could draw. It's frustrating. My brain is crawling with images I'd like to create, but there is some short circuit, between it and my hands, such that, when I actually try to scribe it, nothing. I can't even get it started.

I don't really understand it. It seems to be some severed link between my ability to visualize something, and whatever part of my brain is invoked when it comes time to transcribe that visualization onto a piece of paper. With language, words, I have no such problem. With music, I lack the skill of a musician, but I can at least take a series of notes, a tune in my head, and, if I grok the basics of the instrument, tweak out a facimile of it. But drawing, nope, no dice.

Damn artists, how I envy you!