OK... so i had a little issue and was put into the hospital... no fun at all. i got some phone calls from those who knew... and as for the ones who didnt know..... heres my story...
so on friday i woke up around 10am. totally fine and my day was looking pretty good. around 2pm i started to feel a little weird and light headed and kinda sick. didnt phase me much. i just assumed i was getting sick like everyone has been. at around 5pm... i blacked out and started to have a seirzure and became pretty much comatose.... and at around 7pm... i had awoken in a hospital bed.
i was hooked up to all these fucking machines. it was horrible. i was on an IV, a life support system... they pumped me full of antibiotics, steroids, nausea meds, and benadryl... whatever infection i had got into my blood stream and fucked me up horribly. i had these HUGE golf ball sized welts on my body and i was violently throwing up, seizureing and i was fadeing in and out. to be honest the doctors didnt know how long i could last. they had to preform emergancy surgery so they could try to drain whatever the fuck it was that was poisioning my blood.
after all that was said and done... all the pain i had to go through... the doctors came back to inform me SOMEWHAT of what was wrong with me... pretty much it boils down to the fact that i have NO immune system anymore. which means... i get sick i have to go straight to a hospital. if not i could die. my body has no army to fight off infections, diease and or sickness. its a horrible fucking thing to have wrong with someone.
lukiemia runs on my mothers side of the family. pretty much everything that has been wrong with me points to the early stages of lukiemia. SOOOO.... of course currently i am waiting for my test results and crossing my fingers in hopes that it will come back negative for it. come monday i will post up whatever my results may be.
anyway so yeah that was pretty much what happened to me. its really fucking tough to know that in a matter of hours i have managed to loose my health and that my body is falling apart so fast... and so young. i mean im only 22 years old. this shit shouldnt happen till im like 40 or over. its insane.
anyway to lighten the subject... in a sense anyway. i have pictures from the hospital. so here they are.
me and my lovely IV
not completely with it...
my dad stayed by my side the whole time. <3
hospital band, lol
still not fully with it...
woke up... feeling helpless
slowly fadeing out...
in pain flipping the bird
useless
trying to smile and stay on the lighter side of things
looking pretty sickly
well there ya go... thats how i spent my weekend... how did you spend yours???
<3
so on friday i woke up around 10am. totally fine and my day was looking pretty good. around 2pm i started to feel a little weird and light headed and kinda sick. didnt phase me much. i just assumed i was getting sick like everyone has been. at around 5pm... i blacked out and started to have a seirzure and became pretty much comatose.... and at around 7pm... i had awoken in a hospital bed.
i was hooked up to all these fucking machines. it was horrible. i was on an IV, a life support system... they pumped me full of antibiotics, steroids, nausea meds, and benadryl... whatever infection i had got into my blood stream and fucked me up horribly. i had these HUGE golf ball sized welts on my body and i was violently throwing up, seizureing and i was fadeing in and out. to be honest the doctors didnt know how long i could last. they had to preform emergancy surgery so they could try to drain whatever the fuck it was that was poisioning my blood.
after all that was said and done... all the pain i had to go through... the doctors came back to inform me SOMEWHAT of what was wrong with me... pretty much it boils down to the fact that i have NO immune system anymore. which means... i get sick i have to go straight to a hospital. if not i could die. my body has no army to fight off infections, diease and or sickness. its a horrible fucking thing to have wrong with someone.
lukiemia runs on my mothers side of the family. pretty much everything that has been wrong with me points to the early stages of lukiemia. SOOOO.... of course currently i am waiting for my test results and crossing my fingers in hopes that it will come back negative for it. come monday i will post up whatever my results may be.
anyway so yeah that was pretty much what happened to me. its really fucking tough to know that in a matter of hours i have managed to loose my health and that my body is falling apart so fast... and so young. i mean im only 22 years old. this shit shouldnt happen till im like 40 or over. its insane.
anyway to lighten the subject... in a sense anyway. i have pictures from the hospital. so here they are.
me and my lovely IV
not completely with it...
my dad stayed by my side the whole time. <3
hospital band, lol
still not fully with it...
woke up... feeling helpless
slowly fadeing out...
in pain flipping the bird
useless
trying to smile and stay on the lighter side of things
looking pretty sickly
well there ya go... thats how i spent my weekend... how did you spend yours???
<3
::hugs::