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well im back, lol.... i think i have completely changed sooooo much about my life. i am no longer with that asshole justin anymore. fuck that shit... that was a waste of my 2 years. i mean i was sad and ate about it when we first broke up but once you sit down and take everything in you start to change your attitude. i mean there was nothing good about that relationship really. it weas very unhealthy. there was no love and compassion on his side. all he wanted was every other girl in the world but me. he lived his lived to porn pretty much. which is sad when he had a girlfriend (me!!!!) sitting there for him and he wanted his porno... OK!!! hahahah. i dunno everything was very lame. he would make a great friend but the worse boyrfriend ever!!!!!!! he didnt nothing but bring me down and i dont need that in life....


on a very good note though.... I HAVE FOUND A NEW MAN AND I AM ENGAGED!!!!! my life is looking pretty good right now. i have my own place right now with my friend cruz and my fiance. its pretty cool. my dog is finally living down here in FL with me which im happy about. my wedding is Feb. 9th 2008. Im looking for a new job and im relieved to not be at my old job. things are looking up for me and im loving it!!!


SPIDERMAN3::::::::::::: i totally went and saw the midnight showing of it last night..... fucking amazing!!!!!!!!!!!! im pretty sure that i am deeply in love with James Franco and would ravage his body at any giving time, lol. i cant help it.... i love my villians, lol.... or maybe i will get my fiance to put on the Spidey tights.... i wouldnt mind having that in bed either, LOL. but yeah totally check out the movie, its pretty fucking great!!!!