im back from my week long trip to texas. i really enjoyed it and i got to relax. during my stay there i really noticed how different my parents treat me and my brother and my brothers girlfriend and Ta2dMom. she always pointed this out but i never really saw it. or i would just say "ignore it". this visit though i pointed it out first. there is so much ass kissing going on between my brothers girlfriend and my parents that its ridiculous. i wanted to throw up several times. 
for some reason my parents really never include the old lady as part of "family" deals. last year for my moms 60th birthday my dad flew me and my brother down for a surprise party. i thought it was to be just him and me for a quiet dinner with my mom. i get to denver to meet up with my brother for our flight to houston when i see his girlfriend there. i couldnt tell you how hollow and empty i felt. i didnt know spouses/girlfriends could come along. i didnt think it was right for this girl to celebrate my moms 60th birthday while my wife of 11 years was at home. this girl could break up at any time. i never told the wife about this because i knew it would hurt her. she found out on this trip and it did hurt her. i would like to bring this up to my mom but i dont want to hurt her feelings. it seems with each visit i want to distance myself more and more from my parents. they are very image conscious and since i have tattoos on my arms i look like a "prisoner". i really dont care what that old lady from church thinks about me. what my friends and co-workers think about me is what matters to me. not some stranger on the street. i guess i could go on and on. now im getting upset. 
i like to live my life for the day. at one job here in town there have been 8 deaths already. my job is dangerous, there is always a chance for a catastrophe right around the corner. tomorrow may be my last day, i dont know. thats why i want to enjoy things now. my parents and my brother dont see that. they want me to sit on this big pile of money for a "rainy" day. oh well. im planning on going to my brothers for labor day weekend. i will try to bring a friend since i see his girlfriend with a little spite. that way i can ignore her.
enough of that. im still wanting a new motorcycle.
this is my new crush. so any friends of Ta2dMom if you could encourage her for me it will be appreciated. ha ha.
and lastly, i was watching i love the eighties and i rekindled my interest with my first tv girlfriend.
for some reason my parents really never include the old lady as part of "family" deals. last year for my moms 60th birthday my dad flew me and my brother down for a surprise party. i thought it was to be just him and me for a quiet dinner with my mom. i get to denver to meet up with my brother for our flight to houston when i see his girlfriend there. i couldnt tell you how hollow and empty i felt. i didnt know spouses/girlfriends could come along. i didnt think it was right for this girl to celebrate my moms 60th birthday while my wife of 11 years was at home. this girl could break up at any time. i never told the wife about this because i knew it would hurt her. she found out on this trip and it did hurt her. i would like to bring this up to my mom but i dont want to hurt her feelings. it seems with each visit i want to distance myself more and more from my parents. they are very image conscious and since i have tattoos on my arms i look like a "prisoner". i really dont care what that old lady from church thinks about me. what my friends and co-workers think about me is what matters to me. not some stranger on the street. i guess i could go on and on. now im getting upset. i like to live my life for the day. at one job here in town there have been 8 deaths already. my job is dangerous, there is always a chance for a catastrophe right around the corner. tomorrow may be my last day, i dont know. thats why i want to enjoy things now. my parents and my brother dont see that. they want me to sit on this big pile of money for a "rainy" day. oh well. im planning on going to my brothers for labor day weekend. i will try to bring a friend since i see his girlfriend with a little spite. that way i can ignore her. enough of that. im still wanting a new motorcycle.
this is my new crush. so any friends of Ta2dMom if you could encourage her for me it will be appreciated. ha ha.
and lastly, i was watching i love the eighties and i rekindled my interest with my first tv girlfriend.
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they're always very two-faced to me and do all they can to make me feel unwelcome while still keeping up a facade of "oh noooo. we loooooove your wife, son!!!"
his sister's rotating schedule of baby daddies and fuck buddies were always given the royal treatment while i, the steady, live-in girlfriend turned wife and mother of their grandchild, got the shaft.
until recently, mr. radio thought i was overreacting and it sucked, for lack of a better word.
its a totally complicated and ridiculous situation that makes me all grumpy just thinking about it.
on a happier topic, tell eli amelia says thank you!