feeleasy

I need something. Something eccentric, crazy and unusual. Or someone.
For example, I can not imagine moving to my own flat. Im so used to living in a place where I have food in the fridge and where all of my dirty clothes are washed regularly. Thats why I cant wait to move out already! I just cant take anymore of this easy and dependant life, its boring. When Im alone I eat sausages heated in the microwave with ketchup and bread, it sucks, but its cool because its something I made myself.
Or when I think about moving to another country. Its tempting on one hand, but on the other, omg, thats terrifying! I really want to live somewhere abroad for at least a week, alone, because Ive only been in Turkey by myself and I visited all the other countries with my mom or with my school. Just want to try it. Once again, it scares me but that only makes my want it more!
But this is actually an entry about me being depressed and moaning a lot. Because I wont be able to do anything before I pass my exams for the university.