well just watched Shallow Hal. you know i wish there was a widespread virus that caused that. It was me, jamerson and jess. I swear if jess asks me one more time if i think jamerson is hot, I am gonna lose it. Jamerson is a super nice guy, he is attractive. because i refuse to use "hot" to describe a person. I hate that term. its like being a piece of meat.

The weirdest thing happened at the bar last night. This dude starts hitting on jess. saying how she is absolutly beautiful.. I was standing next to her where he couldnt see then jess moved back and this guy was just staring at me. He looked at me and said " you are nauturly beautiful" and just started going on and on about it. It always weirds me out when people compliment me. And with my sister right there. everyone always talks about my sister. She is always the center of attention. I dont understand when did things shift. Maybe it was the fact i was being nice. But i was sick, stuffed up. high on sudacrack and not to mention gross and sweaty. I get sick and all the sudden i become attractive. seems to work that way. i am just rambling.