febee

boo on my stomach. my ears dont want to pop. its annoying i feel like i am underwater.

on a other note. I think i listen to much to my heart. right now its saying some shit i want but i dont think i can/should have. grrr he leaves tonight. I feel like i could spill out my world to him. but i am so afraid it would fall on deaf ears. its not that he doesnt care its just that he wont show it. i am still feeling a bit angrey about everything. he said something last night that hurt. maybe he didnt mean it to. but he did. he tryed to turn it around, but yeah it was too late. i hate what my heart says. it needs to shut the hell up now