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changed my location to where i will soon be. I was sick of being reminded where i am at right now.

i was supposed to go to a party tonight but well i didnt. I couldnt bring up the energy to get ready go and then get up tommorow. A friend accused me of staying in sulking. yeah i feel down but i am not sitting around sulking. I hate that if i dont go out i am sulking.. or some shit like that. I live in the middle of nowhere its a almost hour drive down there on a rural "scenic" highway. Im tired I am down. jee's i think i have a right to have the whirlwind stop and catch up. some understand some dont.

they found the girl from LSU by the whiskey bay bridge. right where the other girls body was. so now everyone is buzzing about who what and where. serial killer... I talked with an officer about it, its gruesome and its not gonna stop, its only gonna get worse. he just kept telling me to keep my guard up. I felt safer in boston. damn