i think i need to curl up and pretend the world doesnt exist anymore. at least for a few hours. I just have a whirlwind in my head. distant confused sad scared. I think its begining to equall emotional breakdown. I am trying hard to fight it but maybe it needs to come along and do its business then get up and leave. i am...
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freckle:
change is very very scary. but when it's over... it's better.
orchid1:
Sometimes change is hard and scary, but it's a good part of life. I hope everything goes well, you're not really alone. A bunch of us are thinking of you.
i really need to get some food. I just dont care enough to go and get it.
i am feeling so so lonely
i am feeling so so lonely
burlapboxer: jeez, did you think that i was friends with you because you were a "nice person"?
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febee:
followed again
burlapboxer: hee hee
burlapboxer: well. . .
burlapboxer: hee hee
burlapboxer: well. . .
_v_:
what?
he called this morning from atlanta
will call again in baltimore
then to germany
than to the sandpit
and i just want to get in my car and drive north
will call again in baltimore
then to germany
than to the sandpit
and i just want to get in my car and drive north
_v_:
drive on baby drive on
Right know i am going to pretend. I am going to pretend that i am not going to cry myself to sleep. pretend that i dont love him. i am going to pretend that i dont feel like this. playing pretend had never been so hard. its never hurt so much. all i want to hear is that he cares. I want him to say...
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orchid1:
Isn't the new Ani cd great? (saw your stats)
I hope you are okay, I wish I could offer better words of sympathy.
I hope you are okay, I wish I could offer better words of sympathy.
its about time i stop listening to my heart. It only makes me down. I could just burst out crying right now. and its over something very little. but unfourtanly peoples actions speak louder than their words. I guess thats what it is. maybe i am just setting myself up to get hurt, to get angry again.
Im just gonna try to let it go....
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Im just gonna try to let it go....
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supernovice:
I don't think he does.
freckle:
you should move here. life is better in seattle. sure it rains a lot, but breakups don't hurt as bad. only nice boys to talk to. friends spend time with you. people care when you cry.
at least sometimes...
at least sometimes...
boo on my stomach. my ears dont want to pop. its annoying i feel like i am underwater.
on a other note. I think i listen to much to my heart. right now its saying some shit i want but i dont think i can/should have. grrr he leaves tonight. I feel like i could spill out my world to him. but i am so...
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on a other note. I think i listen to much to my heart. right now its saying some shit i want but i dont think i can/should have. grrr he leaves tonight. I feel like i could spill out my world to him. but i am so...
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johnnyvonbondie:
Goddamn boys...nothing changes. 
I'm sorry Feeb's, you've been through so much shit with guy and I just can't wait for you to be happy again.
Luv...
JVB
I'm sorry Feeb's, you've been through so much shit with guy and I just can't wait for you to be happy again.
Luv...
JVB
dodietape:
ditto
i am still mighty tired but better
showered clean me
its good
showered clean me
its good
dodietape:
shower? clean you? mmmm... i think i like you better when you're dirrrrrty 
collin, are you drinking again?
collin, are you drinking again?
freckle:
glad you made it home ok! red bull does a body good.
im back and veryu tired
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_v_:
where were you
i didn't go anywhere and i am beat down
i didn't go anywhere and i am beat down
dodietape:
yay! you made it.
its all lies
how you do it
how you say it
its all lies
how you do it
how you say it
its all lies
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johnnyvonbondie:
Thank you for trying to wake me on your way home last night but it was too late for Jesse...
I was in a coma I think.
I slept from 4:15 PM until 5:01 AM this morning.
I guess I was beat, huh?
My tele was on my nightstand and I slept right through seven calls. Wow.
Off tomorrow! Yay!
Going to see Neko Case!!!
*drool*
Luv...
Snookie
I was in a coma I think.
I slept from 4:15 PM until 5:01 AM this morning.
I guess I was beat, huh?
My tele was on my nightstand and I slept right through seven calls. Wow.
Off tomorrow! Yay!
Going to see Neko Case!!!
*drool*
Luv...
Snookie
johnnyvonbondie:
I almost forgot...
How was your night on the town?
JSB*
*any idea what that stands for?
How was your night on the town?
JSB*
*any idea what that stands for?
accidents suck
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enzo525:
I want to hear all about it! Hope your doing well.
_v_:
what kind of accident?
i like happy accidents
but not the ones that hurt people
i like happy accidents
but not the ones that hurt people
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said
both my parents taught me about good...
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i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said
both my parents taught me about good...
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_v_:
that was beautiful
did you write that
and if so
for whom
did you write that
and if so
for whom
supernovice:
whoa......