febee

what a waste of two hours. I hate store meetings. cant aprill get here sooner.

everyone got quite. sometimes it seems so strange. like when the janitor gets on stage and the crowd just hushs for the wrong reason

No one is online its quite. but then again i dont have alot to talk about. I think i am just in one of those moods....
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wow everyone seems so down lately or angry. ( when i say everyone, i dont mean everyone just generlaizing sp ) but there is this air of pissyness. maybe its me.

I took the kitten to the vet today to see how it was. he is super healthy. jessica is going to talk to her landlord to see if we can have it. if not...
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its boring

currently i am in that "frustrated" state. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
dirrty dirrty

to whom it may concern

this is a formal letter of apologie to one johnnyvonbondie for a certain association I made to him and one hobbit. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I AM A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PERSON>

that is all

febee

arrrgh i cant say a damn thing right!

from now on all i will talk about is weather

The shower turned to a bath. and now i am back here at this machine. maybe i will watch a movie. or sleep

I change my picture way to much. newbie jitters i guess

Im gonna go throw myself in the shower, anyone wanna come along.

i wole up damn late this morning. I have got to fix these sleeping patterns. I feel calm and overwhelned all at the same time. IS THIS POSSIBLE. there is so much shit i have to do.

~note to self~
dont leave chocolate in the window, it melts. oh that ones deformed but still good
.. i take that back its really not so good....
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so i just had my few mins of peace. I just stood there and let the hot water hit me. wishing that it would never go cold. trying not to think about what lies outside that curtain. Just tryed to focus on nothing. somedays i wish i could find that void to hide in. not forever but just a few sweet hours. Life is being...
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yeah work ! wooo hoo thats where i get to go. I am trying to hold back my excitment.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am still trying to get used to the way SG is setup. i get so confused.. maybe.. well umm yeah.

like is it cool to randomly add folks to your friends list or do you need to ask. I dont want to break any unwritten codes. i worry to damn much.

on a bright shiny happy note collin joined too