feartheclown699

SO I'M BACK IN FL AND LOVING IT. UNFORTUNETLY WHEN I AM DOWN HERE, I TEND TO DRINK WAY TOO MUCH. THE LOCAL BAR IS CONNECTED TO THE HOTEL I STAY AT, AND I KNOW MORE PEOPLE HERE THAN I DO AT HOME. SO I TEND TO GO DOWN THERE, CUZ WHO WANTS TO STARE AT FOUR WALLS ALL NIGHT WHEN YOU CAN GET SMASHED AND HAVE A BLAST WITH GREAT PEOPLE. IT DOES GET A LITTLE EXPENSIVE AND I TEND TO NOT PHONE HOME AS MUCH, BUT IT'S NOT INTENTIONAL. IT'S LIKE BETWEEN THE PEOPLE AND THE FUN AND THE BOOZE, IT'S HARD TO JUST SIT IN THE ROOM ON THE PHONE, AND IT'S NOT LIKE I DON'T CALL, CUZ I DO, JUST THE OL LADY HATES ME BEING DOWN THERE ALL THE TIME. I DON'T BLAME HER, ATLEAST NOT WHEN I AM SOBER I DON'T. WHO KNOWS, LUCKILY I AM BACK TO WORK REGULARLY AND MAKING MONEY AGAIN. I AM HOPING HER AND THE KIDS COME DOWN SOON. I MISS THEM ALL, AND IF THEY ARE DOWN HERE I KNOW I WILL BEHAVE.

OTHERWISE I END UP LIKE THIS. WHICH I DON'T MIND, BUT OTHERS DO. WHAT'S NEW WITH YOU?