fearie

jsut so you know i put her on my profile pic...and if your interested in others come check them out there vary hot...

jesus im driving myself mad...im am so in lovewith this girllll......why do i do what i do i think it kills me more ...but i love to do it , it makes me happy...isnt she beautiful..check her pics out i put them under the one

well i am more confused know than ever.......here is a peopm i wrote rigth now in like three minutes... tell me what you think..

she is a storm

i cast away on a path to save myself when the strom comes...
drop the sails but its to late, my heart broken like a mast to the wind...
scatter on the ship to find things to...
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jesus what the fuck am i doing.... i cant even gain the strength to tell someone to fuck off... i just care to much to even try...this persn lightsme up and puts me out...what can i do to deal wth it....i cant take it anymore but i cant be without it, shes even beautiful when she is angry.... why cant i be that cute i...
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well it seems to me that i hve lot my ambitions again....i need to get my head straight... why do i still hold on to things that have already let me go........ i guess cause im in love and that means alot to me..even if i have to suffer for it.....crazy huh....

A sad story true

Through all of my lifes endeavors, stumbling upon the lap of an amazing soul is the most important one of all. A soul whose only purpose was to brighten my day and hope tomorrow could be brighter. This, the most valued discovery of my life and the reason for my being left me. I took this sunlight and wore it out...
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i found a reason to get mad again today..i guess i bottle it up way to much and i snapped. i mangled a coworker today and it felt great......i apreciate any one who reads this ...thats all i have ever wanted... to be heard..

i just realized how hard it will be to kill off a feeling i have.....why is emotion so hard to deal with, it seems the harder i try to show how i care the more i am abused.... but i guess you all know exactly what its like....... i dont know what to do .... help...