crave a taste of the sensless by the ways of woman. For she will satisfy your hunger to eliminate your soul. but as are the steps of men with promises unkept to maintain smiles that never last. Lies are the Way of the human body like air to your tar filled lungs. though you hope for the best the worst clings to you like a stray dog. it feeds off your deppression and fear of reoccurance. that phobia of trust. damn!!!! its whining again.... how do you get rid of i,t the guilt with no reason so you think. to settle the tembling paranoya first.......start with the person in your life that causes the most problems by thinking they are always the victim of cituation. start with your own lying ass... when you are capable of truly trusting yourself.... then maybe just maybe some one might trust you null 
