im now writing a book on philosophy.... for myself at least... there are alot of things bothering me and my thrid eye is screaming out for all to listen.... my problems do not exist any more i am focused on my rACE... but i still miss her ... she is gone forever lost in a bad choice and i will not follow her any more......i am a worm in the wasteland.... 
cunninglinquist:
take it one day at a time, and see what happens