fearie

this person that ive found is freaking me out... she is alike me in so manyways but different in so many others... i know she is not ready for what i want and thts cool i guess.... im never gonna get what i want.... she already left me.... but thiis new person im finding things i dont like bouther and im always thinking of mady.... i need to stop though i need to learn to not love her and its happening every day i think of how she doesnt love me,,,,,, if she did she would do something bout it.... but she is to afraid...like her boyfriend ws when he saw me last night.....he not the one for her but i dont care anymore... im just alone.... i always feel alone...]