im speechless
confused....spinning in a whirlwind of reality and fantasy...not sure which is true and what is false...only what is in the heart is certain although that can be even more confuseing and misleading...hopeing,wishing,begging for an explanation but coming up silent...adlib it yourslef to ease the pain and ignorance? fill in the blank with your perfect answer? but the smile will be false and the agony will...
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fisticuffs:
wow. some of the posts in the EMS group are really making me angry. some people seem to really be self-righteous. yeesh.
iggy:
I miss you too man. I have been way busy working one of my jobs.....ugh...but one day we will hang out...one day..... 
people should know what the fuck they are talking about before they open their mouths well unless they like looking like an idiot.. 
have a great weekend!
have a great weekend!
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thejuanupsman:
Ahh if only it were that easy. I try to take things I can't control in stride, but sometimes I see people I care about doing things that hurt themselves or each other. It is hard to sit by and just watch it happen. Even harder to realize there is not much I can do.
lilbrokendolly:
I have noticed people saying some dumb shit in certain groups on this site...terms like "murderous" tossed about...sounded a little ... um...inexperienced to me...
How's life?
How's life?
im so messed up i want you here...
now im ready to close my eyes.
now im ready to close my eyes.
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lecia:
hey, hunny. how're you?
billybillybilly:
What's funny to me is that you called me a baby in your journal that time. Now you know exactly how I feel.
And you want to die.
Fucker, do it already, everyone else is just waiting for it. You're weak though, so we'll just watch while it doesn't happen. Enjoy your next-to-nothingness.
And you want to die.
Fucker, do it already, everyone else is just waiting for it. You're weak though, so we'll just watch while it doesn't happen. Enjoy your next-to-nothingness.
ya know what...ive changed my mind....go ahead try it at home..try it in public..try it anywhere..cuz ya never know till ya try.
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leanan_sidhe:
Yeah; I second that question.....what in hell is "it"?
dont try this at home...
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ash:
hey dorkus, did i tell you that I uh ... finally fixed your pic? lol! I can see that you no longer need it, poooo!! And I worked so hard!!!!! hahaha jk no I didnt
solaris:
thanks, you too!
something long overdue...
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lilbrokendolly:
Duh, I had to edit my previous comment to make it make sense.
OK, does that make sense now?
If I remember correctly, the "5Items" had disappeared for a while, no?
Maybe I'm just retarded...never mind me. I haven't even finished my morning caffeine yet...I shouldn't be allow to communicate with anyone right now...
BTW, where in Bklyn are you? I'm in the Slope.
Have a great week!
OK, does that make sense now?
If I remember correctly, the "5Items" had disappeared for a while, no?
Maybe I'm just retarded...never mind me. I haven't even finished my morning caffeine yet...I shouldn't be allow to communicate with anyone right now...
BTW, where in Bklyn are you? I'm in the Slope.
Have a great week!
lilbrokendolly:
heh, I used to live on Bay pkwy and 75th, then 10th and 79th, then 12th and 77th St. So i know the old'hood.
how's yer week?
how's yer week?
the world is full of irony ...step back and you will see it everywhere.
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fatality:
Coincidence and irony will be the death of me, I fucking swear on it.
fatality:
I know we've never directly talked (I don't think), but I've always appreciated your presence in groups and journals. I hope you're doing okay with all of this. Really.
why the fuck did i wake up?
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i wasnt supposed to
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i wasnt supposed to
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lilbrokendolly:
hey man, you alright?
i feel like i'm looking at pieces of a puzzle and i feel strangely concerned about you...
though we never really talk, email me if you need to, or want to or whatever...
i feel like i'm looking at pieces of a puzzle and i feel strangely concerned about you...
though we never really talk, email me if you need to, or want to or whatever...
rockadiva:
interesting profile pic...
watch your back becasue if they can, they will...the only one you can count on is yourself.
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tessabbie:
your back piece is awesome!!
*sending hugs just cause*
*sending hugs just cause*
therealtexasguy:
Amen.