fdnymedic

confused....spinning in a whirlwind of reality and fantasy...not sure which is true and what is false...only what is in the heart is certain although that can be even more confuseing and misleading...hopeing,wishing,begging for an explanation but coming up silent...adlib it yourslef to ease the pain and ignorance? fill in the blank with your perfect answer? but the smile will be false and the agony will still break thru...ignore the fact your dream is deceased and your prayers to join it...accept the fact that you will never understand and just wear this costume 365 days a year and stay with the only thing you can really depend on until it succeeds and serves its purpose.

have a great weekend.