fdnymedic

i will hold you and never let you go...protect you from the sadness ...the scary images that may haunt you....away from those that judge or critisize....there are those that wont let you be happy....find happiness in others misery...why? i quit asking that question...insted focus on what makes me happy...that one thing that makes me happy...i look at the tattoo and am reminded of that day and every day after each one better then the one before....the tattoo may be on my skin but the meaning is in my heart... you are not only under my skin but injected in my vein ...i needed to do it....not knowing what the reaction would be...i did it without thinking...but only after it was done did i really understand why i did it...i needed something that spoke louder than mere words...i found my new addiction...my new fix....my new love... the effects are a thousand times stronger but so are the withdrawls...i focus on the day i will be well again. it is the day you will be well again too....