fdnymedic

life is so full of suprises...some good...some bad....what is the most important thing? should ya just look out for yourself? or is that the problem with the world today...noone cares about anyone else...just themselves...or do you genuinely care and help others but then what happens if you neglect yourself? i guess ya can try to find the happy medium...sometimes ya get pulled in one direction too far and another issue may get second billing...what will happen then? is it your problem that gets put on hold? only you can be mad at yourself in that situation, but if you take care of yourslef then others will feel neglected...can you live with that...sure no problem at all...but what if you really care for that person..then does it become a problem? yea..a big one, that is if you have any feelings at all. can you care too much? that is the question im asking myself now....i see how people treat each other...its horrible even if thier intentions are good....i really think that most people are full of shit...i love my friends and will do anything for them...to those of you i love....i hope you feel better...i hope you are safe. i hope things work out the way you want them to....you are on my mind...and in my heart.