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cd of the day

the distillers
sing sing death house

it fuckin rocks
nursesugar:
OMG know what I'm addicted to? The Darkness... hahahaha that's such a kickass song...

Talk to IrishLibra... I think we might have extra room cuz Er might ride with Paige... so chat her out.

I'm an intervntional cardiology nurse. Most of my patients are cardiac cath/anioplasty, ablation, pacemaker and AICDs and pre CABGs... note I said MOST... right now cuz' of flu season I'd say half my floor is fucking DNR nursng home patients.... ARGH!
nursesugar:
Ack sowwy... There's no other way for you to get down there??? Irish said you aren't a member of SGNY... you should apply! Its a kickass group.

Edited to include:
You should change your 5 items i can't live without to Haldol, Ativan, morphine, narcan and atropine LMAO!

[Edited on Jan 12, 2004 10:28AM]
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this one will give me closure...i hope.

another time another place
i might have had a smile on my face
this couldve been such a beautiful thing
but now its just a fuckin waste of time
weve said what had to be said
the issues discussed already dead
we're clinging to something
what? we dont know
its about time we just let go.
whats the...
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thelibra:
you probably know my boyfriend...
i just realized that. lol.
ryan:
FDNY!!!! FDNY!!!!
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this sums it up i think....

afraid to turn,
but i did and met no maker at all
only insted, reflections of a rippled self.
i may at last see myself as good
in a neutral pond unbiased and real
depicting only what is true.
a distortion my hand has forced,
i have created the wake.
i may at last see myself as good.
paint...
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nursesugar:
We have a full car I guess. frown No car? You can't drive down?
rxqueen:
hehe thankies smile
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ok it is now into my 42nd hour of no sleep....i think my emotions are numb....at this particular time..that is a good thing...i just got home form a busy(16 hour) day of work...and on another topic... i am happy to say..no feelings of sadness even though the hurt is still there. thank you my friend for your words..promise me i can return the favor when...
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nursesugar:
Hi! Are you gonna come to the SGPhilly party with us? We can chat medspeak in the car the whole way. That'd pretty much rock. ??????
er:
despite the rumors that swimming is about as exciting as tv golf or poker (my dad's new weirdo hobby, watching poker on tv)...i LOVE it. i cheer on the edge of my seat. still don't understand all the yelling that goes on a football game...but ohwell
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have you ever hurt yourself..such as spilling scolding hot water on your bare skin and thank god your already on enough narcotics to kill a wale...god bless the sweet juice of the poppy!!!!!!
ryan:
you tease me with your talk of drugs...

ryan:
YES YOU ARE!!!

i am still completely sober... no pot, no beer, nothin!!! suck!
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i have to let you die.
i have to let you fade.
so spare me the male accusations.
i would have told you those things you wanted to hear.
and i would have cared
the way you thought no one ever would.
and now my heart bleeds cold.
i refuse to be caressed by stone.
i now live emotinless and free from your pain.
my...
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ryan:
don't answer when she calls...
seriously.. she's controlling you.. .and she knows it...

dude share the drugs.. share bro, share!!!! i'm dyin of sobriety!!
thelibra:
give.
me.
pills.


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ok here it goes....
whats the difference between a good friend and a best friend?

a good friend will bail you out of jail and a best friend will be sitting next to you saying..."that was fuckin awesome!!!"

ok it is true..i say more dumb things by 9am then most people say all day.

that sleep thing didnt work out so maybe ill try drugs.
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thelibra:
aha. ahahahaha. that was a good one.
25 of benadryl should knock you out pretty well. good luck with the sleeping thing.

...and hi from another EMS-type. biggrin
ryan:
share with me!!!

it will be a struggle with myself to see if i can really let go of this pain. i want to more than anything. i want to let myself feel again... i'm just so damn scared!!!

we'll get thru this.. we have to.
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i was just wondering...if you wish for one wish...and it is granted..does that count as your one wish?........i think i need some sleep.
er:
yes. that's what it means.

like i trust that ferry...

ryan:
yes, it is indeed!
i'm already itchin to get back up... i loves me some snow...