fdj

had a huge party for my 39th birthday saturday night. all of my friends were there. on sunday i was still drunk and experienced one of the hardest hang overs ever. but being happy, i made it... and found the energy for another celebration, at my parents house... (amazing, i got drunk again!!!)
so, my 40th year just began. monday morning, in front of my laptop, trying to find the inspiration to start writing again. sober, still happy.

i'm afraid to tell you, my cute and hotty friends, chat sucks. to me, at least. i see most of the people talking about their relationships and stuff, things they do there in the states. some of you maybe meet, talk on the phone... there's no room for a distant member like me, unless i'd decide to spend a real huge amount of time chatting, wich i can't/don't want to do. so i guess it will become harder and harder to find me in the room. but don't despare... i will be here for you... always

all my love to you all