faye

Lately:

1. I'm a giant asshole and don't take anyone's shit. I've simply stopped talking to those people who aren't a good part of my life.

2. Getting more comfortable at the new job. Sold my first T1 and E10!!! Working on a deal for an E100.

3. The only boy keeps finding new and imaginative ways to break my heart.

4. I got my...
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Honestly, I am so fucking sick of people. And I hate that it's Christmas and you can't get out of plans without being a complete and utter asshole.

From an email I wrote to a friend today:

"Today I was walking home from work and all of a sudden I had all of these ideas for paintings. Out of nowhere, all of these odd happenings that I've never once thought about before. Trees growing from girls mouths, pretty little things being suffocated by flowing hair. All of them sweet little fairytales with dark...
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I need a good kick in the ass. I've been "off" lately, I haven't been able to work well, I'm stressed over too many things and I feel like I've been mistreating the people that I do have in my life. It's like one thing just threw me completely off track.

I honestly don't know what to do with myself lately, I'm a complete mess....
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I'm beginning to think that this past year has just been fate getting back at me for never really being sick before. She can fuck right the hell off as far as I'm concerned.

And to those who read my last blog, the next day I totally fell and how have a lovely purple bruise taking over the pretty pale skin on my left thigh...
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Today was our first day with ICE in Toronto, I fell twice. I swear to god I'm going to break a hip by the time I'm 30 even with all of my cushioning!

I have become a master at wasting time - specifically at my new job.

Only semi my fault I like to think.

They are still training me and at the same time leaving me with HUGE issues to deal with. They are there to answer my questions - however only answer a tiny questions, will let me go back instead of giving me an overview...
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