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What's up, what's up??

Happy Christmas Eve!!

Totally doesn't even feel like christmas to me, I've been working too much to have real holiday spirit. However maybe after tonight that'll change, we have this huge christmas dinner thing with my dad's family, should be fun.

Last year everyone got plasted sang really bad kareokee (sp?) it was hilarious! My aunts new husband Ray was ditty rapping into the mic all night. Everyone was doing this one song together and my aunt Penny trying to share his mic and he got all mad and pushed her into the christmas tree. *LOL It was really quite humerous.

Last night we were suppose to go out for Nica's little going away thing but that didn't end up happening. One of the main people didn't show up because she was sick and I didn't even end up talking to Nica. Kellie and Dawn picked me up and we went to Nanas but it sucked ass. They didn't want to dance, which at first I understood, Dawn is just back in town for christmas and wanted to talk to all her old friends but we did that for the whole night and just waited for people to get there. I feel weird going out with Kellie, like I love her and we have a great time when we're together but I know none of her friends and bars are the worst place to meet people. You can't hear what they say and I just ended up standing around the entire time. Blah...no fun at all and my feet hurt SOOO much. I think I'm retiring my stilettos for the winter. They are my favorites they are so cute!

All this going out and really not having fun lately makes me miss my Nikki totally....she's the greatest person to go out with EVER. I hate going out in Midland anyways it's never fun but with Nikki it doesn't matter where you go or who you're with you have a great time. The first time we ever went out together it was in EL while we were in school, we get all dressed up and do our hair we walk in and everyone in the place is in jeans and sneakers with dirty white t-shirts. It's a bar called The Pit, which really is a basement painted black with some black lights, it was so horrible! But, we got drinks and we danced all night long together. Everyone was looking at us and no one talked to us but we had so much fun! I miss her soooooooo much. She's my best girlfriend. It's so sad because the last time I went to visit her I had fun with her but I ran into situations with her boyfriend (I hate him...really) and I don't want to visit again now... .

My journal entries are always so freakin long. Hopefully I'll be able to shoot another set for PSW in the next couple of days so look out for that and if I don't make it on tomorrow.

MERRY HO HO to everyone!