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...while looking into some of the dreamiest eyes I've seen in a long time

***Someone gave me this song back in January because he said it reminded him of me, I guess not a lot has changed. Within the last month I've realized so many things about myself, some things I'm not proud of, some things I never noticed, some things that I was hiding from and or pushing aside that were brought to the surface. Too much of it I don't really know how to deal with. More walls probably aren't the answer but they're a quick fix for now.***



Hearts A Mess
Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine

Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you, you can't live like this

You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It's not enough)
You just threw away the key
(To your heart)

You don't get burned
('Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see

Love ain't fair
So there you are
My love

Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you, you can't live like this

Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you, you can't live like this

Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you, you can't live like this

Love ain't safe
You won't get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don't wanna waste my love

Doing what I do best - making too many plans, smiling, giggling, dates with lady friends and cute gay boys, dancing, trying to work hard (although that's not really working out I have no concentration as of late)....anything and everything so that I don't have to feel.

I know you've been sending me messages and comments - I'll reply soon I promise.