faye

I'm really horrible at being sick.

I don't have the patience for it at all. I don't want to slow down, I don't want to give things up, I don't want to not be able to give 100%. I work a lot, I play a lot and both are equally important to me. My "play" involves the people I love most in life. I take my friendships very seriously. I want to give them time and nurture them. I also take all my creative projects seriously and when I'm sick those are the first things to suffer which I hate.

Being sick here in Toronto is absolute bullshit. You wait 3 months for a doctors appointment, if you need to ever be "fit in" you have to make nice with the receptionist and even then show up and normally wait for 5-7 hours. You have a different doctor for each and every single little thing, really, it's enough to drive a person insane. Because there are so many people involved you always feel passed off to someone else when all you want is one solution.

I've been sick since Saturday and I'm not a happy camper. I had to take Monday off, my work is suffering, I can't sleep, I can't eat. It's funny that when you can't sleep that's all you want. My body and my mind are so tired yet it doesn't happen. If it does it's for maybe an hour and then I'm awake again and in pain.

*grumble grumble grumble

******I want to be back in the batcave.*******



And WATCHMEN is still completely ruling my world.