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Wednesday Mar 04, 2009

Mar 4, 2009
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I am so in between everything right now.

Between thoughts.
Between emotions.
Between decisions.
Between dreams.
Between realities.

I've stepped too far from myself, I am off my path. I'm losing the person I know that I am in order to try and please everyone else. I can never find balance between the two and thus am always left....in between. You would think that it would I would feel at home here after awhile as if it was natural. Nothing could be further from the truth.
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spacelola:
First thing.. Just breathe....

Once you have done that remind yourself that being you and staying true to you is the MOST important thing... Once you grasp back onto the sense of self everything else will seem to fall into place... Don't lose your sense of self in hopes of pleasing everyone else... You need to make sure that you are happy first before worrying about others....

I know that this can be difficult... I am a people pleaser and always wanting to make sure everyone around me is happy and comfortable... I love taking care of my loved ones.... I realized more recently that I was giving a lot of myself and not getting as much in return... So I decided that it was time to make sure that Lola was balanced and centered before worrying about everyone around me... It can be difficult... Lots of hugs to you and I am sending out positive vibes into the universe for you.... smile
Mar 4, 2009
mneylu:
*hugs*

Hangouts soon? I'm free on the 13th and the 11th all day and evening if you want to mess around with cameras or go for tea...and if those are crappy because of work... the 15th?

xoxox


Mar 5, 2009

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