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The past 2 months have been insane - things have been up down and all over. And there is no sign of them slowing down - I JUST WANNA SLEEP!
WORK
The past 2 months have been insane - things have been up down and all over. And there is no sign of them slowing down - I JUST WANNA SLEEP!
WORK
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Is still insane - normally there are two of us that handle our base (of clients), the other girl decided to go and be an alcoholic and need to go to rehab for a month. So it's just me...and I'm still VERY green and it's a lot to handle. I work 9-5, and at least 3 evenings a week and Sundays to catch up and make sure all my admin stuff is done before it all starts again on Monday. I'm going crazy but really want to prove myself and I think I am so that's good. I just have no time - honestly - no.time.
And everyone wants MPLS networks - MOTHER FUCKER
I'd be cool if everyone just wanted big E10-GigE Internet - I have no idea how mpls networks work - I have no training on it what so ever.
So really, my job consists of running around aimlessly looking for answers all day long because I know NOTHING. (Not totally true, but nothing about MPLS which everyone wants)
Is still insane - normally there are two of us that handle our base (of clients), the other girl decided to go and be an alcoholic and need to go to rehab for a month. So it's just me...and I'm still VERY green and it's a lot to handle. I work 9-5, and at least 3 evenings a week and Sundays to catch up and make sure all my admin stuff is done before it all starts again on Monday. I'm going crazy but really want to prove myself and I think I am so that's good. I just have no time - honestly - no.time.
And everyone wants MPLS networks - MOTHER FUCKER
I'd be cool if everyone just wanted big E10-GigE Internet - I have no idea how mpls networks work - I have no training on it what so ever.
So really, my job consists of running around aimlessly looking for answers all day long because I know NOTHING. (Not totally true, but nothing about MPLS which everyone wants)
BOYS
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Are still confusing, there are too many of them around constantly at a time when I probably just need to be by myself. However, I entertain the flirtation....who wouldn't? But really - it's only flirtation because I'm weird with my bed, very few special people actually get there and I prefer it that way.
Not seeing anyone.
Don't have the time or the heart to at the moment or for the next little while.
Are still confusing, there are too many of them around constantly at a time when I probably just need to be by myself. However, I entertain the flirtation....who wouldn't? But really - it's only flirtation because I'm weird with my bed, very few special people actually get there and I prefer it that way.
Not seeing anyone.
Don't have the time or the heart to at the moment or for the next little while.
THIS WEEKEND
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FRIDAY - Worked at the office, came home, hung out with Brock and ended up going to the gay club for 80s/90s night with Lee and Thuan. Always interesting....Thuan and I bonded over some Kelly Clarkson, he's in love with me now. Gay men hit on me all the time and are in love with my breasts. Someone licked one that night and it was disgusting - he has a KISS tongue. EW!
SATURDAY - Woke up WAY the fuck too early, went to the Zoo with the fam (Lee and James) and Deanna who played my Valentine. It was cool, cold but cool. A bunch of animals weren't out. I expected the Toronto Zoo to be bigger than it actually is. They had a new aquarium that I was REALLY excited for but it ended up sucking LARGE. I wanted Sharks and Walrus and Whales and all I got was a few blue fish. Fuckers.
Either way made everyone Tacos that night for dinner - Brock his wife came over and hung out in the evening. No nookie.
SUNDAY - We had a psychic party, yes you heard right....a psychic party. It's where there who psychics come to your house, and they each have a room and you go up in groups of two they talk to you and tell you....whatever and the rest of you stay downstairs and get drunk while you wait your turn. Hahahaha I did it for fun, I don't really believe all that much in it but it was rather interesting. I came up with a couple questions that I wanted her to answer....went a little like this:
PAST - She only talked about love. There were two, one light haired guy, one dark haired guy. Said the dark haired guy while he loved me broke me and left me scarred for life. Told me a little bit about him - and she was freakishly bang on.
PRESENT - (now to 6 months from now)
Saw the dark haired boy with another dark haired girl. Talked about that situation which I already knew everything about. Told me that I would move in 5 months (which makes sense since my roommates are getting engaged) and she said that I would completely change my career in 6 months. To which I was like WOW because I feel like where I am at this point is a great stepping stone to an actual professional career to which I could go very far in. Although, I know if I had the chance to do something more creative then I would leave it in an instant. She also said this new career would make me a lot of money.....which I guess is always good. Maybe I'll finally pay off those student loans! *L
FUTURE - (7 months to a year)
Ugh more about the money and the new career because I would have reached it in the "present" but fully succeeded in it in the "future". In 8-9 months I'm suppose to go to a party and be surrounded by friends (kinda creepy because this party came up for a bunch of other people in our group and we had two separate psychics).
FRIDAY - Worked at the office, came home, hung out with Brock and ended up going to the gay club for 80s/90s night with Lee and Thuan. Always interesting....Thuan and I bonded over some Kelly Clarkson, he's in love with me now. Gay men hit on me all the time and are in love with my breasts. Someone licked one that night and it was disgusting - he has a KISS tongue. EW!
SATURDAY - Woke up WAY the fuck too early, went to the Zoo with the fam (Lee and James) and Deanna who played my Valentine. It was cool, cold but cool. A bunch of animals weren't out. I expected the Toronto Zoo to be bigger than it actually is. They had a new aquarium that I was REALLY excited for but it ended up sucking LARGE. I wanted Sharks and Walrus and Whales and all I got was a few blue fish. Fuckers.
Either way made everyone Tacos that night for dinner - Brock his wife came over and hung out in the evening. No nookie.
SUNDAY - We had a psychic party, yes you heard right....a psychic party. It's where there who psychics come to your house, and they each have a room and you go up in groups of two they talk to you and tell you....whatever and the rest of you stay downstairs and get drunk while you wait your turn. Hahahaha I did it for fun, I don't really believe all that much in it but it was rather interesting. I came up with a couple questions that I wanted her to answer....went a little like this:
PAST - She only talked about love. There were two, one light haired guy, one dark haired guy. Said the dark haired guy while he loved me broke me and left me scarred for life. Told me a little bit about him - and she was freakishly bang on.
PRESENT - (now to 6 months from now)
Saw the dark haired boy with another dark haired girl. Talked about that situation which I already knew everything about. Told me that I would move in 5 months (which makes sense since my roommates are getting engaged) and she said that I would completely change my career in 6 months. To which I was like WOW because I feel like where I am at this point is a great stepping stone to an actual professional career to which I could go very far in. Although, I know if I had the chance to do something more creative then I would leave it in an instant. She also said this new career would make me a lot of money.....which I guess is always good. Maybe I'll finally pay off those student loans! *L
FUTURE - (7 months to a year)
Ugh more about the money and the new career because I would have reached it in the "present" but fully succeeded in it in the "future". In 8-9 months I'm suppose to go to a party and be surrounded by friends (kinda creepy because this party came up for a bunch of other people in our group and we had two separate psychics).
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i hope you figure out what will make you happy. you're gorgeous and smart a killer combination and you deserve to be happy. you'll find it
As for Aquariums, you really should visit Vancouver - you'll get all of the above and a LOT more.
Keep up the work, no doubt you'll kick ass and it'll lead to great things for you. It's also a lot easier to be grounded for relationship type things when you're feeling a little more secure in your career. Just remember to get some balance in when you can.
Hope you're well, beautiful. I plan on coming out to Toronto sometime this year so we'll be hanging out or you'll be in big trouble.