faye

I needed to post something pretty.

I've been trying to take pictures all day and it's just NOT working out. I want to pull my hair out.

Ugh I don't know what's wrong with me! I just, I dunno...look disgusting today!?
And it started out so perfectly. James woke me up and we were laughing they left to Penetang for the night so I was like SWEET I have this really cute outfit I've been wanting to take pics in. So I get all cute, all ready but then I had no barrery - ugh so I charge, take a nap get back up and I'm trying AGAIN and it's still just not working out well.

I dunno what to do with myself I feel like I've completely wasted a day.

I've also been realizing how much money I've been wasting lately. Traveling, food, presents for the mister (not that he doesn't deserve awesome presents) - but I really need to stop. I need to make bigger payments on my bills while I do have the money to do so. I need a new computer and a fucking server for all this photography shit I do.

In other news I think I might buy myself a Juicy Couture handbag for my birthday this year!!! I also end up buying myself a present and this year I'm thinking either external lighting kit for my camera (which is probably WAY more practical) or a REALLY cute Juicy handbag (because....well because they're GORGEOUS!). HAHA It's very strange I go through phases where I want to do something awesome for my birthday and then just wanting people to forget about it fully. I'm kind of a "GO BIG OR GO HOME" birthday person. Like if it's just gonna be meh, then...I'd rather not even make the effort.

A Sex and the City Martini party has been mentioned....
A Straight club (FOR ONCE!) has been mentioned....
Evil Dead the musical has been mentioned.....(though I'm totally NOT going unless I'm in the splatter section)

I'm so "in between" in general right now I'm even in between about birthdays gah!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I met an awesome new friend though FINALLY! OMG Dominique has only been gone what? Almost 2 years. HAHA I'm a picky fucker. But she's awesome and seriously it's a little nuts how much we're alike but we're both totally in love with one another and I seriously cannot WAIT to have a cute girlfriend again it's been WAY WAY WAY too long!

Alright, now I'm going to try to take more pictures and make some pizza and watch girlie movies.
While the gays are away the fat girls will play!