faye

i miss you



I hate those nights. You know, the ones where you're alone and you think too much. You realize all these feelings and thoughts that you have inside you that you've just been too busy to notice. One thing that never changes is that I constantly feel completely alone and that is one of the worst feelings in the world.

Luckily my main lady was online tonight from across the world. (She's in South Korea for a year.) So I got to have this huge long talk about everything that I never talk about to anyone else. She makes me feel less alone and more understood than usual. We both ended up telling each other that we are completely lost without the other. And it's true. We're a lot alike and sometimes what you need is for someone to understand your side. And when I talk about boys or I talk about how certain situations in life make me feel she can finish my sentences.

I need to figure my shit out - I honestly....just don't have a clue where to start.