faye

I dunno what the fuck my problem is but I'm ready to freak out at all times. I just want to be left alone in so many ways. I want my loner life back. All I want to do it make myself semi pretty...go to work, say hello to everyone, do my job (without having to help everyone in my office, without having to lose my patience with customers) and go home to sleep a full night.

This whole working for a living life is totally getting to me, I really don't think I'm office material. I'm defidently so over customer service I hope to never work a customer service job again. I want something....anything that makes me feel happy to be me.

I need to stop dreaming about the west coast....I need to start sleeping....my kitten needs to stop living up to his name and chill the fuck out. I want to cry right now for no reason at all.....I hate days when you know you're just so fucked up.