ok i dont even know what to say.
im tearing up cause of Koleeta. i fucking hate breakups, they suck uber donkey cock. big time.
also im uber drunk. but this time it was three beers instead of four, so at least this time im semi-lucid.
dear god i have no clue what to say right now, i really dont. i mean im ok with my fucked up weird way of living and everything that happens as a result of it, but i get really sad when other peoples livesn fall apart.
oh well all i can say is i feel uber bad Koleeta and just read my comment ok? love ya
and if you wanna stick with chicks for awhile i can always spend up my tit job fund and fly out there and im only kinda sorta kidding 
ok well im determined for this to be my only post for today, so ill keep adding to it. anyways i had an uber fun night tonight (can ya tell?) regardless of the bullshit going on in my life and whatnot
im starving though, all i had to eat was like grilled cheese and some french fries, which for me is totally not enough and im uber exausted but im waiting to sober up a bit so i dont try to sleep with the room spinning, thats the worst 
damn i know i know im a lightweight well its off to go smoke the last ciggie in the pack, and maybe tommorow ill actually be brave enough to venture outside and buy a new pack 
ok so dude im watching cribs and im wondering why everyones inside of their house is white. i mean if yer paying millions and millions of dollars to decorate yer house, wouldnt you paint the walls? i mean im lucky enough to have two rooms to paint, and it took me forever to pick the colors out my room at my father's house is "Hawaii Blue" (kinda the blue of this facey thingie but with more green
) and in my moms house its a light lavender red, if that makes any sense whatsoever. if i could paint everywhere ive ever lived i would. especially the place im staying now, its kidney pink yuck 
im tearing up cause of Koleeta. i fucking hate breakups, they suck uber donkey cock. big time.
also im uber drunk. but this time it was three beers instead of four, so at least this time im semi-lucid.
dear god i have no clue what to say right now, i really dont. i mean im ok with my fucked up weird way of living and everything that happens as a result of it, but i get really sad when other peoples livesn fall apart.
oh well all i can say is i feel uber bad Koleeta and just read my comment ok? love ya
and if you wanna stick with chicks for awhile i can always spend up my tit job fund and fly out there and im only kinda sorta kidding
ok well im determined for this to be my only post for today, so ill keep adding to it. anyways i had an uber fun night tonight (can ya tell?) regardless of the bullshit going on in my life and whatnot
im starving though, all i had to eat was like grilled cheese and some french fries, which for me is totally not enough
and im uber exausted but im waiting to sober up a bit so i dont try to sleep with the room spinning, thats the worst damn i know i know im a lightweight well its off to go smoke the last ciggie in the pack, and maybe tommorow ill actually be brave enough to venture outside and buy a new pack
ok so dude im watching cribs and im wondering why everyones inside of their house is white. i mean if yer paying millions and millions of dollars to decorate yer house, wouldnt you paint the walls? i mean im lucky enough to have two rooms to paint, and it took me forever to pick the colors out my room at my father's house is "Hawaii Blue" (kinda the blue of this facey thingie but with more green
) and in my moms house its a light lavender red, if that makes any sense whatsoever. if i could paint everywhere ive ever lived i would. especially the place im staying now, its kidney pink yuck
NO don't spend your boobie money. I'd like to have a boob fund, right now I'm working on the paying back Daniel for our trip to Maui fund and car payments fund.
lucky you can drink, i don't like the taste of alcohol and plus I'm allergic. poop
[Edited on May 25, 2003]