Monday Jan 02, 2012

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So, I've come to a decision. I'm going to take a hiatus from any modeling attempts for, oh, probably six months or more, for multiple reasons.

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1) Confidence
I don't have much. I have a lot on my plate right now, and I just don't feel sexy anymore. I never even think of taking pictures of myself, it just doesn't enter my mind. I don't feel ready just yet.
2) Appearance: I don't think that I'm what SG is looking for, at least not right now. I personally am not satisfied with my appearance, either. My skin is slowly recovering from three and a half years of smoking. I'm underweight; I'm basically skin and bones. Plus, I'd feel lame applying to be a Suicide Girl without a single tattoo or piercing or outwardly alternative style at all.
3) Money I'm a perfectionist. I'll preface this with that. I'm tired of hanging random things over living room lamps to try and create decent lighting. I'm tired of shooting sets in my bedroom, and of course, the aforementioned tattoos and piercings. I don't even have anything to wear :|
Still haven't thought of a name. Overthinking it, I know. But that's how I roll.
I need a photographer to work with that has prior experience, as I don't.



I'm still going to stay here and be an active member of the SG community, if you'll have me blush I've made a few lovely friends here, which is saying a lot because I don't make friends easily! I'm pretty shy. Because of that, once I make friends, I try not to lose them, lol. Also, this place is a veritable fountain of knowledge for an aspiring model. There are so many models on SG that inspire me, and seem like great role models. So I'll just be here lurking wink



PICTURE DUMP:

Peppermint cookies.

My mom baking said cookies.

Christmas spread wink


Outside Dragonsreach.



Our new bedroom



That's all I got for you guys right now. More pics coming soon, though!
Stay classy.
~Curio

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grainofrice:
I'm "fixing" my coffino n my forearm, adding a LOT of super detailed and rendered roses extending upward, getting a syringe needle and lyrics from the deftones (it all correlates to a song by them) - did you do youurss? biggrin
grainofrice:
HAHA! i enjoyed your pun. smile yess i know but that is the beauty of tax RETURNS, it GIVES you money.. biggrin that you are otherwise giving to the government that you forget about. yippee!. (otherwise i would never bea bel to afford anything like that) - i used to LOVE piercings, but i think i grew out of them... i some retrospects they can be distracting, unless you have a sick job that doens't give a shit. in which case, luckyyy!.

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