Last night was a good night. I went to a party with my friend. At first, it was extremely uncomfortable. But then I got drunk and flirted with people and that was lots of fun.
I love flirting and I miss it.
I also got to snuggle with someone on Thursday. That was awesome, because it was completely platonic. Just pure cuddlin' warmth.
And Emily...
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I love flirting and I miss it.
I also got to snuggle with someone on Thursday. That was awesome, because it was completely platonic. Just pure cuddlin' warmth.
And Emily...
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ugh. bad end to an alright day. the picture you see of me on the left was taken by one of my fellow school paper employees. i was napping in the office. the powerpuff girls pillow was not mine. it blonged to a girl that no longer worked there (she left a whole bunch of crap in the office for a/b 6 months), and i...
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morgan:
people on SG should all save and buy you a new pillow.
my night sucked too
my night sucked too
emily:
I could get you a new Powerpuff Girls pillow
Ahhhhh, lovely day today. Cold (I like that) but sunny as well. Not like yesterday with the cold and rain and sleet and general nastiness of the weather. I got absolutely no work done, because I was trying to help my friend with a problem. He's all fucked-up over this girl. Ugh. Where I work has been bad for a lot of people lately. Everyone...
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PART I:
right now, I am in love with life.
all of my petty issues have faded into the background, and I have realized that I have good friends, an awesome dog, and a pretty fucking kick-ass family.
when it stops raining, I am going to take a long walk with my dog through the city I love.
PART II:
I need to start writing...
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right now, I am in love with life.
all of my petty issues have faded into the background, and I have realized that I have good friends, an awesome dog, and a pretty fucking kick-ass family.
when it stops raining, I am going to take a long walk with my dog through the city I love.
PART II:
I need to start writing...
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So, last night was good as well. Went out with a bunch of friends. Had good food and good beer. Got like no sleep, but I can take a nap later.
Only problem being, I made out a *tiny* bit with someone I probably shouldn't have in the back of my friend John's car.
If it was up to Morgan, I would have just kicked...
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Only problem being, I made out a *tiny* bit with someone I probably shouldn't have in the back of my friend John's car.
If it was up to Morgan, I would have just kicked...
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emily:
hmm...
Good, good night tonight.
Saw good friends, heard good music.
Much hugs and much happiness.
I love myself.
Saw good friends, heard good music.
Much hugs and much happiness.
I love myself.
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jupiter6:
sleep is a wonderful thing.
insomnia sucks.
insomnia sucks.
morgan:
Wow, you can remember dreams from when you were a KID?
Neat.
Neat.
I'm in a much better mood!
I've been thinking about things, and putting them in perspective, and it helped. I can't live in the past. It's possible to be in love with someone, and not be with them. And that's fine...
...The baggage is still there, but it's a little easier to carry.
So, I'm going to my friend Neal's show tonight. Neal is the...
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I've been thinking about things, and putting them in perspective, and it helped. I can't live in the past. It's possible to be in love with someone, and not be with them. And that's fine...
...The baggage is still there, but it's a little easier to carry.
So, I'm going to my friend Neal's show tonight. Neal is the...
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morgan:
Going out with a girl named Jo seems so superbly excellent and cool. Coolest.name.ever.
Let me know how it goes
I'm glad you're feeling better!
Let me know how it goes
I'm glad you're feeling better!
emily:
I too need to stop living in the past...and I'm still in love with him,but he's not in love with me,and i have to live with that....
ok. so i was feeling kinda shitty about myself.
then my ex called.
now, i feel COMPLETELY shitty.
I was with my ex for 3 1/2 years. We were engaged to be married. Not engaged like talked about it and joked about it, engaged like i bought her a ring, we had plans, a date and had put a deposit on a location.
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then my ex called.
now, i feel COMPLETELY shitty.
I was with my ex for 3 1/2 years. We were engaged to be married. Not engaged like talked about it and joked about it, engaged like i bought her a ring, we had plans, a date and had put a deposit on a location.
We had...
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lefty:
ok before you read this, bear in mind that ive never been in love....
wether she wants you in her life or not, she obviously wants more than just you in it... and if she's already been unfaithful twice, whats to stop her from doing it again? do you really want to get married to her, knowing that she might do it again? possibly once youve got kids? what then? i dunno, i guess im getting all negative.... but theres other fish in the sea, and its much better to have someone that will return your faithfulness in kind, than someone who's had other cranks in her face... but then again what do i know about it? seriously...
wether she wants you in her life or not, she obviously wants more than just you in it... and if she's already been unfaithful twice, whats to stop her from doing it again? do you really want to get married to her, knowing that she might do it again? possibly once youve got kids? what then? i dunno, i guess im getting all negative.... but theres other fish in the sea, and its much better to have someone that will return your faithfulness in kind, than someone who's had other cranks in her face... but then again what do i know about it? seriously...
emily:
This shit has happend to me,and I hate it...grrrrr...Now I just don't talk to the guy that much....well he does live in Portland now.....but I DID talk to him like...everyday!!Not anymore nope....Still love him yes,but to talk to him,it just hurts....I don't really know what to do about him,so I dont really think I can help you...sorry hun..
I talked to her. She's still "not sure":
"I dunno, I'm still confused. I'm not like oh my god yay and i'm not like oh my god no... i still don't know what to say."
I just want a hug.
morgan:
(((((hug))))))
fatelvis5:
(((((mmmph))))))
thanks morgan. even cyberhugs are good at this point.
thanks morgan. even cyberhugs are good at this point.
Feeling a lot better. Stuffiness still there, but getting better.
Tomorrow, I will feel even better!
YES!
I will feel good, and see my friends and have fun.
so yes, last night, because of toreena's inspiring journal entry, i told this girl i was crushing on really hard during the summer that i had a crush on her.
she babbled for a minute and said,...
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Tomorrow, I will feel even better!
YES!
I will feel good, and see my friends and have fun.
so yes, last night, because of toreena's inspiring journal entry, i told this girl i was crushing on really hard during the summer that i had a crush on her.
she babbled for a minute and said,...
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morgan:
I'm crossing my fingers for you, because I think you are super-nifty and your profile picture is absolutely adorable.
Check out my profile, i made TWO changes. *grin*
Check out my profile, i made TWO changes. *grin*
fatelvis5:
Emily: that guy is a complete bastard. If I ever see him, I will spit in his eye. A big, loogery, chunky spit.
Morgan: Thanks. Having someone as adorable as yourself refer to ME as adorable makes my heart skip a beat. Also, I did notice one change in your profile (teehee, teehee, teehee
) But not the other.
Morgan: Thanks. Having someone as adorable as yourself refer to ME as adorable makes my heart skip a beat. Also, I did notice one change in your profile (teehee, teehee, teehee
) But not the other.
But I'm terrible at flirting. I act like a little kid. I punch people and call them names and stuff.