I was so, so, so very tired today at school. I didn't get nearly enough sleep. I have the notion that I'll be getting to bed early tonight, but I'm sure it won't happen.
So, yeah, people telling me I'm cute makes me blush... a lot. Lila's thread
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/6468/ also made me blush. So did her comments. And Morgan's.
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So, yeah, people telling me I'm cute makes me blush... a lot. Lila's thread
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/6468/ also made me blush. So did her comments. And Morgan's.
I'm going to try to post...
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demigauge:
MEEPS!!!!!!!! 
cutey
cutey
emily:
i like the new pic
Lila is the best. The best in the entire universe. Damn the thousands of miles between here and SF. Damn them straight to hell! If ever there was someone I needed to watch Fight Club with, it's her.
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I found stacks and stacks of Reader's Digest in the basement, and now there's a pile of Reader's Digest in every room. In the oldest magazines,...
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I found stacks and stacks of Reader's Digest in the basement, and now there's a pile of Reader's Digest in every room. In the oldest magazines,...
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lila:
awww...thanks for the love! 
XoXoX, LiLA.
XoXoX, LiLA.
cherrylou:
Wow u r cute! Lila said to leave u some love, so here u go LOVE xxx
Yeah, so yesterday was my brother's birthday party. I had a really good time.
His friend Morgan was there and she was telling everyone about the first time she met me. My brother invited me to the zoo with his friends.
Then, we both felt a little old, as we realized the zoo trip was 10 years ago.
I didn't get to play with my...
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His friend Morgan was there and she was telling everyone about the first time she met me. My brother invited me to the zoo with his friends.
Then, we both felt a little old, as we realized the zoo trip was 10 years ago.
I didn't get to play with my...
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sparkle:
next time you should carve "i (heart) lila" in your chest, if you are a true fan
morgan:
You're adorable.
One week until SGPhilly!
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A single frame in a movie is on the screen for one-sixtieth of a second. Divide a second into sixty different parts. That's how long the erection is. Towering four stories tall over the popcorn auditorium, slippery red and terrible, and no one sees it.
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A single frame in a movie is on the screen for one-sixtieth of a second. Divide a second into sixty different parts. That's how long the erection is. Towering four stories tall over the popcorn auditorium, slippery red and terrible, and no one sees it.
ooo! More song lyrics? Another Fight Club post? Maybe both? I dunno... today was a boring, boring day. I need SOMETHING to take up space.
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We are not special.
We are not crap or trash either. We just are.
We just are, and what happens just happens.
And God says, "No, that's not right."
Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.
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We are not special.
We are not crap or trash either. We just are.
We just are, and what happens just happens.
And God says, "No, that's not right."
Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.
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I...
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thirtyseven:
ooh, yay for journalists.
i was the entertaiment editor at my school paper first.
then the opinion editor.
and i was editor-in-chief of a paper that was distributed to high schools across the country. it was pretty silly, but a wonderful experience.
did you/do you go to conventions? omg, journalism conventions .. nothin like 'em
i was the entertaiment editor at my school paper first.
then the opinion editor.
and i was editor-in-chief of a paper that was distributed to high schools across the country. it was pretty silly, but a wonderful experience.
did you/do you go to conventions? omg, journalism conventions .. nothin like 'em
A lot of the time, I don't like myself. I'm not sure why, I just don't. I have a horrid self-image. But then I have days like today.
I awoke at 3 in the afternoon (see previous entry, I didn't go to bed until 10 a.m.) to find that my niece was at my house. We watched Blue's Clues and then she helped pick out...
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I awoke at 3 in the afternoon (see previous entry, I didn't go to bed until 10 a.m.) to find that my niece was at my house. We watched Blue's Clues and then she helped pick out...
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morgan:
Sweetest entry ever.
I don't think it's as simple as all that, by the way. I think in a lot of ways men internalize this stereotype of themselves as perverted and only focused on sex, etcetc. I think it's just as bad when people think "men are dogs" as it is when they treat women like sluts or idiots. People are all very deep, i think, but some people are just jerks.
I don't think it's as simple as all that, by the way. I think in a lot of ways men internalize this stereotype of themselves as perverted and only focused on sex, etcetc. I think it's just as bad when people think "men are dogs" as it is when they treat women like sluts or idiots. People are all very deep, i think, but some people are just jerks.
jupiter6:
i know exactly how you feel. i'm the same way when i'm around my niece... it's as close to perfect as something can be, i think.
"A day once dawned, and it was beautiful
A day once dawned from the ground
Then the night she fell
And the air was beautiful
The night she fell all around.
So look see the days
The endless coloured ways
And go play the game that you learnt
From the morning.
And now we rise
And we are everywhere
And now we rise from the...
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A day once dawned from the ground
Then the night she fell
And the air was beautiful
The night she fell all around.
So look see the days
The endless coloured ways
And go play the game that you learnt
From the morning.
And now we rise
And we are everywhere
And now we rise from the...
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morgan:
You quoted nick drake. I am in love with you.
I love that song, too.
oh, and my favourite Nick Drake album is "Way to Blue".
I love that song, too.
oh, and my favourite Nick Drake album is "Way to Blue".
boxterjulep:
oh oh, back to sleeping sad boy again. didn't you get a blowjob and some lovin like a week ago?
Hung out with the girl for a little bit today. She lent me a CD. Then she had to go to class. I tried talking her out of it, but no luck. We ARE going to go see Mirah next Tuesday, and she'll probably cut class for that.
She got my phone number to talk about going to the show and whatnot.
I'm in 7th...
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She got my phone number to talk about going to the show and whatnot.
I'm in 7th...
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emily:
Have fun with the girl!
morgan:
You shouldn't have self-esteem issues, you're so CUTE.
Today was a really good day. I did well on a project for my class that I thought I was totally going to blow. Then, after class, I spent all day hanging out with a girls that I've had a crush on since my first semester here.
Next week, we're going to go to a show together.
I am happy.
But I still want to...
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Next week, we're going to go to a show together.
I am happy.
But I still want to...
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I need to get more sleep. I only sleep in brief shifts. And I get to school, and I can't think... and my mind is foggy. And I do poorly because of it.
I'm to the point where I don't even care anymore. Not about school anyway... because a career won't make me happy.
And a degree won't prove my worth as I person. Degree...
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I'm to the point where I don't even care anymore. Not about school anyway... because a career won't make me happy.
And a degree won't prove my worth as I person. Degree...
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toreena:
I love that last quote.
Come to Toronto. We'll live in a little house, not have degrees, and be happy.
(apathy is killer)
Come to Toronto. We'll live in a little house, not have degrees, and be happy.
(apathy is killer)
lila:
fuck. i'm in the same place. i am totally trying to figure out what i want and yet at the same time, not really caring.
I don't want to waste four years of my life in college to get a degree i will never use, but i was conditioned to believe that is the ONLY way.
I have my cosmetology liscence. I think i could survive as a hairstylist. I love doing it. and if i ever got tired of it I could always go back to school, right?
who fucking knows.
I don't want to waste four years of my life in college to get a degree i will never use, but i was conditioned to believe that is the ONLY way.
I have my cosmetology liscence. I think i could survive as a hairstylist. I love doing it. and if i ever got tired of it I could always go back to school, right?
who fucking knows.