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Monday Dec 02, 2002

Dec 2, 2002
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So, tomorrow I get to hang out with Jackie. It's been a while since I've actually hung out with a girl that I want to snuggle with. I mean, there have been girls that I like, but I want to cuddle with her and watch the Simpsons.

It should be pretty fun, but I'm quite nervous. I'm hoping that she just makes a move so I don't have to. I'm a big dork like that. Even flirting is hard for me sober, but I'm pretty sure she likes me. So maybe it won't be so hard? Ugh.

Butterflies in my stomach.

Blah. Blah, blah, blah.

I need to take a nap now.

______

ADDENDUM:

As I finished writing this, girl called. Said she wanted to come to my office and hang out. I really fucking like this girl. I just wish I could tell if she wanted more than my friendship.

She was sitting on my couch and said, "Do you ever sleep on this thing?" I said yes. At which point she laid down to see how comfortable it is. I really, really wanted to hug her. Ugh.

She left not too long ago. I'll see her again tomorrow. I'm hoping I can pick up some sort of signal, some samll indication as to what she wants out of this relationship.

*sigh*
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stiles:
The civic association has severe tunnel vision, which is why my 'hood has stayed a borderline ghetto shithole for 35 years, until recently...
Dec 2, 2002
edea:
she soooo likes you silly. i say pick a moment and go for it. don't think about it, just do it. and if for some weird reason she turns you down, so what? i mean its better to have tried than to keep torturing yourself. or something. confused
Dec 2, 2002

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