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I'm in a much better mood!

I've been thinking about things, and putting them in perspective, and it helped. I can't live in the past. It's possible to be in love with someone, and not be with them. And that's fine...

...The baggage is still there, but it's a little easier to carry.

So, I'm going to my friend Neal's show tonight. Neal is the greatest person in the universe. He's the kind of person that you just have to hug, and he is genuine in everything he does. He's great.

Also, my friend Devalina is pobably going. She is also very great. I will hug her, too. Her sincerity makes me blush.

My friend Lauren is going, too. She is bringing her friend Jo(h)anna, and she's going to try to set us up. Apparently Jo is super-cute and very cool. I dunno, it'll be weird, I'm not even quite sure how to flirt anymore. But it'll be good to be around friends. And Neal's band plays very happy music, so that'll be good too.

Thanks to everyone who left comments in my journal last night. You have no idea how much it helped just to get it out and hear the opinion of others.

And Extra-special bestest thanks to Morgan, whose kindness and sincerity will never cease to amaze me.